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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 11:15 PM
was waken up by baby , asking me go school . so i bathed and he was fallen asleep , dam sianz ! den ive to go school alone , went to sch awhile and i came out went back home . didnt went swimming with my dearest bitchy &com , as baby oso didnt allowed -,o den stayed at home till 4plus went to bath prepared , when i prepared finish n came out , dam sianz again can ! ryan ong said he dont need us to come down to work today , he wna us work morning shift already , so boring ... den bobian , watse my time preparing , den baby came over my hse find me , den wanted to buy my contact lens , end up didnt buy , lend him all my cai chan ! 100bucks buying his tomororw training de stuffs , buy till $100 plus , so expensive . lols , smart wear ;x den time wasnt early , walked over to 682 dere bring my didi , saw valarie . never talked , jus wave hand and off i go already ! hope to come out soon yay ! ^^ den fetch my brother le went to eat mac , bi treated my didi eat n still buy him mcflurry , so hao ming ! i oso dont have ): den went back home , reached home almost a 8pm . and i fall asleep all the way .Monday, August 25, 2008, 10:11 PM
HAPPY 14MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ! (; nothing special , i suppose ? lols . didnt went to sch , cab over to baby's hse . his frens was still at dere . den i watched mobtv at baby place , so nice to watch . finally can watch my love blossoms . im nw at 51 le , bt cant watch at home . my home one gt abit problem , so sad * . den watch watch watch , his frens left at 12 - 1 plus ? den i contine watching . went downstairs buy noodle eat n den cook for myself n at dere watching , bi still sleeping . nt long ltr he woke up seeing his newspaper . looking for job . den time passed by , was suppose to go work at 5plus , end up decided nt to go , cause me and baby wanna catch a movie , so wait him finish his last few mintues of his golden path show , den we jiu went off at 7plus ? reached amk hub , watched 12 lotous , always nt enuff time go walk ard n eat our food one . went up jiu buy tickets den jiu go in le , come out already almost a 10pm ! the show quite nt bad bah ? i think , 881 is nicer ? haha . den i pull baby to amk dere gt one coffee shop , the mee hoon kueh dere ish v nice . so he buy for me , gt alotalot . den i ask him shared with me . x)) den finish eating , we went to take bus to my hse dwnstairs , den acc him go buy cigg . den walked me back hme , i wanted to go home , bt no make up remover and my stuffs n everitink at his hse . so bobian , go his hse . he wanna take a bus , i wanna take cab , i was super tired le . den jiu share cab bahs ^^, finally reached his hse , i fall asleep . and anyway , recently we oso went shopping , he bought me a shirt , and i bought him a pants too . and oso he bought his shirt n blablabla , sry for nt updating . was been very lazy . haas :x Sunday, August 17, 2008, 6:08 PM
all of a sudden , i really miss him , miss his kisses , his hugs , calling him wadever names i used to called him . really hope we'll be back tgt and will be swit and happy tgt . really think alot , maybe i think till to far alr bah . messaged him bt he didnt reply , bt i seriously missing him loads ! ): 2:32 AM
jus woke up , slept for quite a long hours . waiting to get prepared soon and going mall meet up with kahleng and eat our late dinner . happy for you bitchy , you and him patched alr . really superly happy for you both . but you both cant lidat disturb me what ! LOL ~ nothing much to post , thinking shld i ton or not ? think no ! wanna be good girl , tomorrow onwards ya going school (; cause' meeting kahleng so i may not be meeting ahneo and weisen alr . and bitchy &co going town , dont feel like going . but feel like going . lol , smth's wrong . hahaha . anyway , im duperly hungry la ! a hr more to go and can eat my dinner le : Dwont deny , but still to say , imissesyou. anyway, ive got a , NIGHTMARE . i dream that i've got a very very high fever. and i ended landing up at hospital and you came to visit me . was so happy , but when i woke up , everything was jus a dream , haha )': anyway, this blog belong to me . weather we're tgt or not , you've got no fcking right to care whatever i wanna post . dont like it jiu jus close it bahs , but ive deleted it away alr anyway . i think, there's no way we'll be back . so i'll jus giveup jus like the past and contine on with my life . i duno should i give up or not , really . i can try not to be as irritating as like last time . for , i'd gone throught all these before alr . good thing is that , i didnt contact him quite a few days alr . is that a good or bad thing ? idk . i dont wish to get hurt like the past anymore . leading a miserable life - you duno how much i loved you duno we've broke up for how long alr , i think got almost a week alr ? im not sure . nvm, i jus follow my heart bah . NINE MORE DAYS , EDITED ; met kahleng and had our dinner , den walked ard , went to URS see my heels . so dam exp , bu sher de buy nor , almost $50 . den walked slacked ard , before 10pm ? i think . star came and meet me and off to green . den later on , green totally nobody , super sianz , off to kopitiam slack with star only ! how pathetic -,- den the doctor came with her fren , duno who . LOL ~ and den slacked tgt , the doctor and her fren left to nearby mall ! hahahahas ;x den me and star jus contine slacking , keep wanted to go home . so can go sch tmr . end up keep ask me stay , stay bahs . go home wil oso think so much . shawn and co came , den slacked tgt . not long , up to billard , ate fries and nugget ! star treat lei ! lols . den finish eating see them play billard and went to another coffee shop , slacked . den walked over to ave8 mac slacked saw forgotten his name and mac and another girl ~ den pei star eat . and left home alr , so right now im at home . while star and co at elsewhere . haish , im fcking starting to think of him . feel lyk going out . cause' the pain of missing him is fcking hurtful . haish . haish . haish ! save me ar people . will we still be tgt ? haish . everyday reading those messages u sent , bt i still try nt to think of you . bt i cant ? teach me hw to be so strong like u cos i dont even think u'd miss me . im on a diet soon ! i wanna slim down . i believe can : D and talked to jessie earlier on , so happy dat she've got hart to call me tok tgt with me . tomorrow can see her , no later on i suppose ? cause now is alr almost 5am . ltr can see her cos gt work . i miss her sia ! xD dont be touched . haha , we've helped each other alot , and rite nw , we're nt helping each other instead kahleng . anyway , girl . dont be scare okay , no deon to concern you and everithink , gt me can alr xD hahahahs . seeyousoon again ! : D loves misses x)) Saturday, August 16, 2008, 12:35 AM
YO : D back to post . overslept tdy and didnt went to work at tiong baru , instead at toa payoh . bused to toa payoh , i bored the bus first . den jessie . she didnt saw me , and my phone cant get throught either , she v funny . i alr saw her , she didnt saw me . she tot is jy and me smth happened , she went to call jy -,- end up i went behind find her . roar , she tot i faint , phone missing give ppl take , sibeh cute cannnnn ? end work at 9:30 den went back home . weisen is very good , bought me and jessie old chang kee curry puff , but i didnt ate . no mood to eat at all . didnt eat the whole day . den reached home at 11+ mummy tabao food for me . and den when i was eating , she mention abt jy , ask tmr dinner will he be going ? i very queit faster finish my food and went to rest and bath , now blogging , gng down green den cab to pasir ris soon le .smth happened to kahleng , haish . sunday meeting her : D might be quitting my this job soon . LOL ! maybe only bahs =x shall stop here le , alr 12 midnight plus . dun dare walk go green T.T althought right now , we dont really msg or whatever . but still , i misses you )'; i hope my hughughuggies nt yet thrown . haish * nobody to pei u dota , nobody to pei u find job . wenever ure hungry nobody to cook for u le ! ): ilu ilu , miss you dao yao si ! woainix* edited ; after i finish blogged , went to hougang green . saw yuling , so happy . for nothing ! cause' no jejer . she said jerjer at home sleeping , so sad nor . she's v pretty lei x)) young mother . den she very friendly nor . if i nt wrong she did wave hand with me when she left . LOLS ~ den slacked and all till 3am plus , cab to pasir ris , fun time . still misses him . but wads the point wad right ? * haish * den inside cab i zilian alone , while dat bitchy smoking and smoking -,o she like so happy the taxi driver allow her smoke . and we open the window , a messy hair day ! v v difficult comb , but v cool lei all my photos taken at cab with the window opened . den reached , went pasir ris drive 6 slacked till morning 6am , cab back to 401 pei dat hungry ghost eat den slack at 401 playground , den walked to pps dere take 88 back home . shuiching came over my hse . den the whole day went i reached home , before 10am , didnt sleep till all the way . shuiching playing computer while im talking with kahleng . den find ppl pei me go bugis . left to mall mrt meet fren den trained to bugis , i fcking bought nth . dam pissed off . cant find those stuffs i wna . i wna buy slipper heels , cloth and belt ! -,- dont have , den bus back to hg , a long journey , almost 1hr plus . den rainning , as whole day didnt sleep , fall asleep at bus . den reached mall , 161 back home . reached home at 3pm plus , and fall asleep . woke up at 6plus den prepared and bus to in between bedok and enuos , i duno wads the place . go dere eat , den uncle gave us $50 , gng reborn hair le . bt nt free , everyday keep working or nt jiu busy . hopefully tomorrow after meeting kahleng she free pei me go reborn hair . eat finsih le bus back home , now at home . rotting . shld i go out or nt ? shuiching and star asked me out . shagg , dont feel lyk gng anywhr . v moody . sry ~ this few days almost everyday ive been staying up with you alr bitchy . hope you uds if i dont meet you . and i slept for 3hrs within 1-2 days . pathetic 3hr plus only okay ! this most is for saturday and oso friday midnight which counted as saturday (; i hope i wont landed myself in hospital . im v afraid . may god bless me :) Friday, August 15, 2008, 12:38 AM
YO : D morning ! early bird today , surprise ? cant sleep at all ): cause' im missing someone . till now we didnt contact . fcking miss him ! nvm . and anyway , i edited a super duper wuper nice photo (; but my cable is abit spoil , so sad . will try again later . went out at duno what time if im not wrong , before 6.30am , den was at my hse downstairs void deck talking ! after hours of talking , my mouth tired alr , so decided to go back home . and ahneo and shuiching duno went to where alr . didnt wish to tag along . so now im blogging . x)) was jus at my house downstairs void deck talking , we talked alotalot things . its really a nice good chat , we talked alot alot things , occupied my time not to think about him , but still fail to do so . i was keep looking at my handphone , hoping could 've msg from him . but i dont think will , so i jus waiting for a miracle only bah . anyway ~ love you girls :) and 6.30am when we were sitting there , we saw mo xiao ling (might have spelling error) , and she talked to us ! she's super duper skinny in real life . and haha , * secret secret * we run all the way till my house new 711 here . not gonna say so why ! :x and they indian guy , gave us the street time to see . first thing came into mind , i told my girls , i wanna find job . and ahneo said , dont wna la . got job alr . but my hart wasnt looking for myself . was for him . looking through , no job suits him . cause' i really think the job he now training , really wont suits him de . i understand him . but since he insist , i oso cant say anything . should jus support him . anway , i miss you bloody hell loads ! why mus you so sher de , de leave me alone here missing you ? hai .althought whatever you guys said , leading a single life would be better more freedom and everything . i think so too . but i'd still prefer to stay with someone to love and care for me . this life would suits me much more better . maybe jus like what others said , its not love between us anymore . its a habit having each other by our side . its not since there's really no trust , its really really hard to move on tgt . i promised , and i swear , if without me ur life is much more bttr , i'll leave you alone . gimme more times . maybe starting , i'll be very irritating . but after sometimes , things will be different alr . all your words , hurt me deeply . really deeply . but i still choose to love you (; Thursday, August 14, 2008, 11:50 PM
i'm fcking bored , with a hungry tummy calling me right now . anyone supper ? i stayed at home emo , reflect whats going on . i really duno . i didnt see him for almost a 3days , and we jus broke off without a reasonable answer , how sad . but despite all this , i didnt went out . i stayed at home . nevermind , he hurt me alot . he said he wanna find a new and better girlfriend . haa , makes me go crazy , sigh ... he said his brother said so he could too , i didnt said he couldnt . how bad am i , anyone tell me ? in his eye , his hearts , am i really such a bad girlfriend ? i duno . very very fan . ive so much to say , but duno how to type it out here . whatever it is , remember , i'll always be here should you need me . ive nothing to say , my heart aches alot alot . im going crazy soon . thought you're gone , you're always in my heart for , you're the only one i'd live with and love for the rest of my life . nothing change my love for you . i'll be waiting for you to be back . i cant afford to lose you for another time , isnt last time we broke off with each others onces , isnt that enuff alr ? tomorrow wont be working at toa payoh alr ! shagg , a long journey to tiong baru ! ): and my manager /boss , ryan ong is fcking act cute ! he messaged with me , keep giving me this !!!! , when i alr asked him not to and he said ok . LOL ! bth him . and he's the one when i said byebye den he still reply , still ask me not to disturb him sing song ! -,- he said , girls is very troublesome , bring them out , still need bring them back home . :Xi miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you . i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you . i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you . i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you . i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you , i miss you . i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you . i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you . i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you . i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you . i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you . really wonder do you miss me as much as i miss you ? will we still be tgt onces again ? seriously , i can't stop missing you . jus now , went to write his love story and i shield tears . alright , shall sleep alr to kill time . dont wanna think so much ! I LOVE YOU(; 6:00 PM
1. What age do you wish to marry?when ive earn enuff money and someone who i loved that stay with me long 2. What do you want most right now? see his cute face (; 3. What do you want to be in your next life? never thought of . 4. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be? not very sure ? 5. What are you afraid to lose now? sisters and friends ard me . 6. Do you believe in ETERNAL love? NO. 7. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? maybe ? mostly will . haha (; 8. How would you spend 200 bucks? shopping : D 9. What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half? ALOT! 10. What type of person you hate most? two headed snake , liars ? 11. So you cherish every of your friendship? yeah . 12. Do you believe in God? no idea . 13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? family , bf (when ive one) , and sisters (; 14. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? secret secret ! 15.if you feeling low one day, who will you go to? shall depend bah . 16. Who is that someone special for you? him (; Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 10:30 AM
sorry for not updating for such a long time and haven start to link up everyone, really dam sorry.(; anyway, i met up with shuiching ytd, talked alot, end up i didnt went to school. bath and went to meet baby at his house, slept a few hours and woke up for work. ive not been going school for quite sometimes, disappointed my mum. sorry): i'll go tomorrow. im busy working right now, woohoo. next week taking pay, every 2 weeks 1time, its so nice and quite tired but also relax, prank call shuiching, but she always knew it was me, and we talked. and liting is very funny, lol. can't deny its not cute, cause its very cute, she retarted la! when shuiching was pressing money from the machine or wadeveer, she picked up the call and crying like a baby, and firstly i tot it was real, and ive no idea who was it, end up she said, she is so sad, i called shuiching never call her, cute right. NONO, wait. im more cuter =D and reasons for not updating was partly cos of my blogskin, no mood for me to blog, cause' its dam ugly. any kind soul can make back my old skins, its so beautiful, i totally forgotten how to make alr. jus now my sister made a photos of my baobei jerjer, its so nice, but she didnt saved, fck her. but now, i made one of jerjer photos, ppl miss him? haha, he's dam cute(; i waiting free to meet mother-in-law up, lol. cause i wanna see jerjer. xD dam keai. okay, anyway, jus a short post not to make my blog dead. and last week national day, i didnt get to see any fireworks at all either, so sad. not even in the televison one, how suey can i be right? when i went to bath, the fireworks start! argh~ nevermind. anyway, after i bathed come out, actually by right we were gng out watch fireworks and steamboat at marina, end up never. but my dearest baby still kept to his promises, so we'd steamboat at home for a total of 3-4times within 2 or 3days? pathetic right? haha, anyway and, i wont get bored of it. i wanna get rid of baby mother, i hate his mother dam dam dam dam dam hell lots. anyway, ive lots and lots of photos to upload manzxzxzx, all random random, cause some was taken quite long ago, weeks ago? should be. and this saturday will be my uncle bday, time for some nice nice eating. hahaha. shall stop here and go do my stuffs(; its almost a 2am, soon will be time for school. Wednesday, August 6, 2008, 11:00 PM
congrat to myself ! finally finish editing my blog , ive been sitting here for hours and hours already manzxzxz ~ and finally i finish editing , but im still uploading the photos . (; and for the lovely one , i'll link you guys up again tomorrow . im tired , later evening time needa work . yay , saturday able to go see fireworks and steamboat ! same as last year , but this time its different . will be going with tricia &company . hope we enjoy that day , definitely we'll , lol . im missing my beloved baby , he's watching his stupid V I D E O S ! :X im gotta faster finish updating ! please comments on my blog , i know its ugly . but no choice , i totally forgotten on how to make my old blog already . all thanks to chew jiayang . anyway , those who know whats wrong with my tagboard , tag me and tell me yeah , thanks . cause' i duno what i did that , suddenly become so big ! nights , tata . still so sucks as ever , my blog need put earlier one date in other that it'll appear straight , otherwise , needa wait for quite long den will appear ! ahhh ~ so much problems ! =XMonday, August 4, 2008, 2:07 PM
ive finally finish editing my blog , but , still nt very happy with it . will contine some other days . now playing webcam with baby , show him my happy sad cute face :x he keep laughing . he busy watching his stupid videos , dont wna care about me . he keep watching the videos cos some reason ): he now scaring me again :x last year ghost festival , he was pei-ing me talking on phone oso , we can remember . but i think , not we , me only . den he kept scaring me oso :X 1 year jus passed lidat , still the same . so naughty , but i love (; 9:49 AM
alright , im so bored . jus finish making my nails , but it turns out so superly ugly ! :X so i going to clean it off soon after i finish blogging , i wanna have lot and lots of money to go medicure , haha . earlier on was at baby house , his dad drove me back home at 1opm , so kind of him right , thankiew . unlike someone ! his mother ? omg , cmi. :x i duno wads wrong lei , we both jus dont get along well . his father too ? but his father ish much more better thousands time . so what if bi thinks his mother and me why not good , but with that exs of her good , so obviously the problem is me , he is trying to referring to , i suppose ? but i dont care . now im tgt with ur son , not you . (; iya , whatever is it . bi oso dont really help or care between me and her mother . i call her mother aunty when i saw her , she claim that i didnt and complained it to her son , so ridiculous can . said i didnt respect her -,- whatever lah ~ when quarreling that time i know always disturb till you , but i didnt wna it too , this i aplogisze . but whats wrong with me not respecting you ? omg , i dont wanna mention it anymore . nowadays smth small i can make a big fuss and make me very pekchey feel like hitting smth hard , really =X duno wads wrong , its like some sprit come into me lidat . nowadays ive alot thinking inside my hart , nobody to share with ? but im glad bitchy and tianglee ish bad le , and ahneo and weisen . hope they last longlong xD but as for me and him ? our r/s ish jus like what that stupid sister aloysius said , like changing shirt lidat . -,- im bored to death now ! i duno wanna do what , ahneo cheat my feelings . she say she will call me back , but never . lol - year end exams is coming , sigh . i really duno wad to do lei ? how how how ~ :x hmmms . i wanna change into a nice skin . this skin is so horrible ~ anyone can help me into it ? omfg la . say till blog stuffs i wanna kill myself :x the previous blogskin , i use alot days to make it nicely (as in the way i wna it to be) now lei , haish . so guofen nor =Xnow i only wish for smth , our r/s to be stable . dat will be my only wish , till tis ish complete , den ill wish for more x)) Sunday, August 3, 2008, 6:32 AM
fcking pissed off right now , knn . sorry this post gonna be full or anger and vgular . he fcking always made me waited like hours and hours ? a guy he is ? a girl , i suppose ? wtf , he thinks he what ? bussiness man ? need people everyday everytime to wait for him , really very sueyzxzxzxz ! jus down on my luck , always and again and again . suey ! sibeh sianz . expect me wait for me . his house , nothing at all . wanna go home , dont allow , jus cos scare i run go out find frens , totally no trust . whats the point of being tgt , suey ! i can only kept repeating the same words , suey suey suey to have such a guy . and ive to claim back my money , he threw my skirt away , i dont care . i'll definitely take back the money . really very tired already , still 've to wait him back . tomorrow gonna start new work ? at causeway point , not working at starhub anymore already lah ! xD and he knn de cb , no balls . fancy him throwing anger at my blog ? and delete it away , what a guy , really .but afterall , i still love him , for he's my baby . nobody can be more important than him (; being tgt with him from young to old ; Friday, August 1, 2008, 5:56 PM
im recreating a new blog , as the old blog , duno which freakass went to delete it away , he /she should know ? whatever , it doesnt affect me , i decided to make this blog a private one for my own . maybe first few post readers can view , as im busy nowadays and dont really have the mood to go make nicely my blog . im tired , so gave work a miss today . yesterday midnight went to catch a movie , money not enough 2 , cried 2 to 3 times ? so touching manzxzxzxz . :xand back home . im meeting jessie later to go take my previous working pay at untied square . shall stop here bah , miss me people xD im not in the mood to do so anything . i didnt regret breaking off tgt with you . cause' i dont wanna lead a miserable life , saying u could have change , but you dont . it was all a lies from ur mouth . ive enuff , iloveyou . but whats the point of loving you ? tell me , haish . during this few days i really think alot alot . maybe regret not quitting this job and rather break with you , you'll never understand . i hope you wont regret never stopping me , i dont think you'll either . sighh , you know i miss you alot ? if you ever know whats going on this few days to me , i suppose you'd kill me , worried for me . if you doesnt wan this to happen , come back to me . baby , its not too late yet . i miss you alot alot . its been 3days 2night ever since we met ? will it be our last break and never be back tgt anymore ? maybe ... |
