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Sunday, November 30, 2008, 10:20 PM
Sunday, 30November, 08.ytd after blogging , computer &nua for awhile and went t prepare as alex ring me up t go along wid chris &him t the s'pore biker weekend @s'pore flyer dere . so prepared &everything . went dwnstairs t look for chris &alex . (: waited for thm eat and den we left t kovan , jio cherie along , as someone nagging v bored right ?! dun say i nt gd kks . den kovan t meet up with cherie &off we go . yeah , and saw alot ppl and bikes ! haha , den walked ard see see n everything . someone complain hungry & so... we went to popeyes eat ! super cute sia the name , and the food dere is mre t lyk KFC ~:x the 3of thm waited so long for the Q , while i sadly sitting dwn dere emo alone ? superly missed hym can ? bt i dun wish t keep fan him &text him ~:x bt b4 dat day he did texted me too , so happy . bt wad can i do ? -,O and after eating tym oso nt early already ? 8pm++ , den chris send cherie t the nearby mrt t go find her airen luhs :X hahaha . den we sat dwn chitchat for awhile , i wanted t walked ard , so they pei-ed me walked ard n i took alot of the ferrywheels photos xD den after dat i wanted t go back hg , thn they said hgplaza :x zzs , den reached hg , end up go my hse dwnstairs 684 , 3of us sat dwn chitchatted , haha (: and alex nid t go , so i went hme . chris went t find his frds ? den reached hme stomach superly painful . den go toilet after tht tricia jiu called le , went dwn look for her . den pei her eat , we talked alot . at least finally lastly , she told me everything alr (; cheer up okay ? loveyou always . den left 684 t 711 buy swits and den we walked dwn t her hse downstairs , fuck her . she keep scaring me =X den slack n nua till ard idk wad tym ? ahwei came n both of thm pei me walked a distance n i dare t walked hme myself alr . reached hme @ 2am++ , nt awhile , i lied on bed and ownself tohhhh without removing make up !!! :( Saturday, November 29, 2008, 11:19 PM
      early morning nia , sis nag nag nag , wake up at before 12 noon . den nua at hme awhile went t prepare n everything . and supposing t meet cousins and his frds at before 2.30pm , end up all keep drag drag drag =X den finally almost a 4pm can go le , bus-ed t mall with cousins n frds , went up glenn's hse took the digital camera , after dat trained t cityhall , walked ard , shop for sis bday present . me and cousin bought adidas bottle n sports bra for jiejie bday , all pinky one sia ;x sibeh chio ~ bought myself a pink adidas bottle too . after dat walked out t swiss hotel dere at evening t meet mummy . check in hotel ;x woohoo ~ exciting uh , den start taking photos n all already . the hotel is quite big , nt say lousy nt say gd , quite alright x) den 7plus amanda came , woohoo . finally gt a ger pei me le . den we chit chatted abt our cousins stuffs . and den , me and my cousins went out t walked walked , haha , my didi sibeh cute . nabeh ~ we take the lift he keep sibeh scare , cos the hotel nid t use cards den can go up till the highest floor 72th , he keep scare jam . haha , den we walked staircase , he oso scare -,- v fun t disturb ! after dat bth liao la , bring him back t hotel . den start t eat n everything , so yummy ! ;) lols . ard 8pm plus few of the other cousins came , superly long never get t see thm . see thm only at my sis bday , always n standard one . den we sat dwn chitchat , next year my bday can open chalet and celebrate along with families n cousins le x) FINALLY ! mummy next year open for me . haha , den all my cousins always get t see thm only at sis bday , cos she special ma . nabeh , every year oso open tis open dat . last year oso chalet ! :X huifang always so gd eh , jiejie request wad jiu gt wad , she said next year i open chalet i oso can gt , lalalas ~ den jiejie &her frds all came le , den start t cut cake took photos . i ate 2slice of the cake , super yummy . haha . after that all sit dwn chitchat , gathering . x) den mummy bring daddy back t duno where ? -,- den we contine chit chatted n everything . slowly all left le , ard midnite the aircon nt wrking , so changed room , changed to 3floor higher , 45th floor . lols ~ den 3am plus amanda didi came n fetch her le loh , n everyone all left , left mummy didi n mummy inside the hotel , while me and my cousins all go walkedwalked , kao kao kao ~:x i reached the hotel outside nia , wooohoo ~ mre thn 10cars racing sia , sibeh nice t see , i become so hyper , all keep saying me T.T really nice t see leh , they dont know one la :x haha . den we walked walked walked t s'pore flyer dere as i wanted t go have a view of it . den walked one path really v dark n creepy . den dere's tis 2guys , i noe they already aim we 7ppls already n i was a lil afraid , as im the only girl sia =X so told my cousins . zzs . den we ignored thm when they called us n duno shouted wadever shits . i told my cousins , tis is nt hg -,- n i didnt bring my phone along !!! somemre the palce really dam dark n no ppl one . who noes wad will happen if ure the only girl dere .... den finally out of dat place so realac liao :X took many many photos : D den walked t the national day the parade dere , chitchat singsong dere n den walked back t hotel . omg , saw thse racing again , sitted dwn dere see . LOL ~:x tink i saw thm 2-3laps . nice t see sia . lols ~ back t hotel saw alot msges , actually gg rounding rounding ! like shit , i didnt bought my phone along . den wen i reached back t hotel the msg like all v long liao , so forget it . go take a nap for awhile less thn 3hrs n woke up at 6plus go spa and suana ~:x first tym gg . quite nt bad luhs . after dat bath n everything , mummy frd bring me go gym , haha played ard . den me n mummy go have breakfast , heavy brkfast , eat nasilemak n bread . den back t hotel seeing 8pigs slping , so bored can ! den went t the baclony sit dwn n see e fengjing x) after dat jiu go join thm slp oso . till afternoon 12plus n prepared n left back t hg b4 dat all pei me go haunt for mango shop t get dat mango top n adidas shop t haunt for my adidas jacket , the one i wan oso dont have le :( nw just reached hme nt long ~:x mummy gave me 100bucks ! LOL . bt only 30bucks for me , the rest wanna make passport one . cant wait t go disney land next mth . :D photos t be up superly soon . glenny camera battery low manzzxzx . idk hw to pull photos this way ! arghhhh . :\ could you ppl gimme a break ? ive enuff . im big enuff t think for myself . i knw after being tgt with him , alot ppl dont agreed and start saying this and that . nw we're no longer tgt , i knw ALOT of PPL are v happy . maybe its a big mistake for us t be tgt . BUT TILL NW , idk why i still dont regret . but ive my choice okay . & since nw we're no longer tgt , den gimme some space . stop coming in tag here & there . i knw wad t do . i knw myselffff please , thks . Friday, November 28, 2008, 1:42 PM
27th November, a morning me and him was over. I cried my heart out so badly, that was actually the first time we broke up and straight right after we broke up, i hide in my bed, i cried out. As i cried, i texted him i told him he's a good boyfriend, just have to bear this words in mind, i'm telling you so much to let you know how much you've changed frm the day we knew each other till now. And you explained to me, its not because you dont wanna accompany me, its because in the past i wanna you pei me how long, you had do so, cos you're not working. But now its different, you told me if you accompany me, whose gonna feed you? You told me to find another guy cos you're not a good boyfriend, you told me you cant accompany as much as like in the past. And i dont know what to say, without anything, i replied and say okay. At that point of time, my heart feeling so empty again. I felt that i dont understand you much. But have you ever thought of my feelings too? Is this what you said, you love me. I'm the second girl you put your whole heart to love to care. You know how much mixed up feelings ive hide inside my heart all along? Have you ever cared about how i'm feeling? You know, ive been thinking and thinking from this days onwards, how to bring back the old you into my life again? You're really a very good guy, to me. You taught me alot of things, alot alot that make sense. Whenever i'm upset in the past, you'd always pei me, anwei me, tell me things for my own good. And everything you said always make sense, you control me, in a way not to make myself turn bad. To jio guys go rounding, to anyhow give guys my number, you told me alot of things. When in the past i'm upset, i go drinking with my friends, that period of time we didnt contact. You were wooing sharon already, you didnt care about me anymore. But till one day, i reaslie you know so much things, i knew everything you read from my blog. And at first i thought you didnt cared, but in fact, you still cared about me, you often read my blog to find how i'm to see how's things going on. Nobody can replace you, not even the longest r/s ive with Jiayang can replace you. You're really very awesome in every way. You'd never failed to accompany me through the darkness. Whenever i cried, you know you'll always texted me, you made me wake up from every single things. Till now, whenever i'm sad, i looked into those messages you used to sent me, and i'd happily smiling. In the same time, i'll cried. And think of how much you've changed. You were no longer the guy ive met already. You changed alot alot, i hope to turn back the old you. But i dont know how to? I'm sad now, and you dont give a dam anymore. In the past, was it this way? No, its not. You'll straight text me whenever i'm sad, you'll definitely message me till i smile, and you'd told me now smile le, can go sleep le. But now? Where's those sweet moments? Was it gone for awhile or forever? I swear, i'm willing to give up the world just to have back the old you, the reason is very simple, cos i love you and i think everything its worth. I often keep silent doesnt mean i dont care doesnt mean i love you no more. You're really the first guy i can give up everything just for you, ive been behaving well. I'm not like the past like how i treated and behave when i'm with Jiayang. Cos he isn't worth my love too, remember? In this world, there's not only him that can made me felt so loved and care. Remember what you used to tell me? I guess you've forgotten everything. I was lying on my bed, thinking should i forward all those messages to you, to let you see how you were in the past. IF you love me, you care for me, its not hard to turn back the times, seriously. If you know me well, its not easy for me to fall for someone. But you, yes you, you made me fall for you... but it turns out this way, so do you wanna me regret? Do you wanna make me think that being with you is the biggest mistake? You dont right, but how can i find back the old you den? Tell me, i'm willing to give up as much as i could. Till now, i really cant figure out, why am i thinking that loving you, doing everything for you is very worth. But for anyone else, i'd never felt this way. Sigh... why why why? Why always the good one i dont want, bad one i want. Why did things turned out differently? I love you today, tomorrow, and for the rest of my life. I know you wont be reading my post, but still ive to let out my feelings. Crying out and letting out my hart is the only way which had made me felt better. Every night i teared whenever i think of you...  I miss the old you. 你让我感受被爱，同样也感受心碎! 如果有来生，上天再给我一次机会，我一定会好好爱你，紧紧抱住你不放, 不要你离开我。 如果可以，真的不愿意再想起你。可是偏偏，偏偏脑子里全是你，想着以前，想着你说的话, 我想了好多好多，其实我们在一起，真是错误的. 我累了, 这一次会是我最后一次为你难过，最后一次为你哭，最后一次为你心碎了吗？ 1:02 PM
Saturday, 29November, 08.woke up at ard midnight so a saturday i suppose ? and bathe prepared went dwn to 684 meet gongong ~:x den jiawen and sokkie linny dam slow slow slow pot lah ! den bobian , me and gongong walked over t jiawen hse downstairs nor , den they still haven reached ! :( den we sat down waited for thm , finally reached . den we sat down tok tok n everitink . suddenly i saw him passed by , saw pink n white , so i guess it definitely him ? den go in come out again with another bike . den hai , oso duno wad t say ? after dat , nt long later shawn xiaobai and star came , slacked tgt . den star and des said , everyday he oso fetch girl ... hear liao i oso duno wanna said wad ? i knw he wont ? or maybe is wen we tgt den he wont . brk le idk ? den linny n sokkie pei me go up his hse take my pants . after dat while walking , sokkie asked me ' you wont feel anitink he fetch girl ? ' actually the ans is yes , bt wad can i do ? i didnt see it with my own eyes . even tot star told me he saw onces , bt dat period of tym i can say we cold war n oso can say brk le ? ): and wads mre , tgt dat time he never at all . maybe is brk le den got ? i oso cant said anitink . wen we're tgt dat tym , i was the first t sit on others bike first after we're tgt the next day , n he ever mention he dont wanna control me , so next tym he fetch girl i oso cant said anitink , ok norh forget it . and den ard 4am ++ went off . star lobang me home , while xiaobai lobang des back home . we went rounding , yes really is rounding ah horrrrs , circle n cirlce ! haha =X den sent me back home first and they went off . nw ish 7am ++ le , i gonna go slp soon . jus nw i cried , my hart feeling v gaowei , idk wad for i cry ? bt im fine nw x)) and yeah , got digital camera liao ! woohoo ~:x someone gonna lend me back again . and ltr gg celebrate my jiejie bday . at the s'pore highest building leh , siaosiao . 72th floor high ~:x haha . den overnight dere , gt cousins n everyone . can gather tgt . decding wad to wear ? so siannnz . and ive gt gd news . next mth im going overseas ~ to my disneyland , haha . so happy . ive lost myself . bring me back . Thursday, November 27, 2008, 3:58 PM
Where's the promised happiness?              Thursday, 27November, 08. woke up at ard 9pm++ after such a short slp . and rush t prepare t meet alex &chris at my hse downstairs . as i woke up and saw alex msg , jio me go rounding . shock sia , someone like go MIA alr ! ~:x and went t compass point t fetch my tehnehneh , as i jio-ed her along too . den we went yishun dam t find their frds . slacked and rot at dere . suddenly all of the blue , he ring me up . my hart pump so fast can ! den ask me tis ask dat . machiam cor t find quarrel lidat ~ hanged alr i msged him n explained t him . den he called me back , den we tok till v pekchey i tink i was the one dat hanged . and for thse dat are reading my blog , for ur info . even before he called , we're nt tgt already . ive tink it over =) sometimes i still dont understand wad is it dat u want oso ? and so , i sat on others bike with a single statues okay ! so dont start gossip or whatever shit luhs :X den after yishun dam , cherie wanted t go back hme as she's wrking the next day , so send her home . and den sitted at the kovan dere de kopitiam ! chit chatted and everything . suddenly dat siaocheebyee ahneo cor me ! hahaha . den bobian , alex and us went over fetch her . since oso v long never see her luhs . at dat time was alr 2am ++ ? den we planned t go punggol end relac , so went t 711 buy snacks n everitink . den changed our mind go ponggol marina instead cos i oso never went dere b4 ? so kip tinking of gg dere . so went dere . den my nose duno why suddenly gt blood -,- bleeding ~ go washroom , their washroom v stylo one sia . haha ! the door all cant lock one , zzs . and den the place so many ants oso . we sat down dere slack singsong tok till morning 5am ++ . and duno who wanna go loyang dere pray . i sibeh sianz diao , cos few days bck went dere alr . so i decide t go changi see ahgua !!!!!!! hahah . no ahgua one , cos i tink v early le ? whn we reached dere i tink 6am or ltr . den go round round n stop dere de carpark tok for awhile nia den we jiu went off . wa , i freaking freaking scare tio sia . tis alex nvr tink of my feeling ! HAHA . go so fast n i swear i almost fly out !!!!!! and the wind so fucking big , chris and us diff road , den nid return him jacket , the wind really dam big , my whole shirt fly up half .... i swear its really v dangerous . dun dare sit his bike already luhs , lol . den sent me home , n i told alex he really scared me , zzs . den ahneo called me . we v cute sia . haha ! we talked on phone den we said abt just nw on the way back they drive really dam fast ): and we both said , its the first time someone lobang us till so fast . really is too fast already . i could hardly move here move dere oso . really scare of sitting bike already , lol . car ish the best ~ x) and sorry mummy ): i wanted t meet you de . u noe de ~ i where will dont wanna meet u , ish wen i msged u dat time i just wake up . my msg oso gt mention tio . and i said i meet cherie first mah rite ? smilesmile ~:x cant cos of tis small thing angryangry . n wen i went back hg , wanted t mit u , bt i tink u slp le ): Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 3:17 PM
Thursday, 27November, 08 ytd woke up at ard 11pm++ and faster prepare went t meet sokkie &co . slacked awhile den went to grn find nigel &co waited for so long for him to come grn fetch me up t ilona's hse . end up we didnt go ilona's hse . instead waited for ilona &co t come down t find us . they wanted t eat , so after eating went up her hse . and slack and everything , left her hse at 4am++ , walked over t ave8 mac with david , had my breakfast and slacked at my hse downstairs . dont know why also ? i told him so much about my stuffs . and back home ! nw rotting , so bored . haha , talking with some pretty babe ! guess who ? suann , can be my big sis alr . cos aaron's my kor . nw its so suprising they're tgt manzxzxzx . bt sadly she dont want me alr , lolololol . she wanna go tok to her bf already ! haha . alright shall stop here . time nw is superly early and i couldnt get t slp ! 7:25am ! xD Pictures of the day.     bring back the old me , bring back the cheerful and happy girl back . i felt , im no longer like before . i'm always making people worried for me . i wanna time turn me back to those happy moments . ive no courage to fall in love all over again . i dont wish to fall in love again . its too tiring loving someone . i'd rather being loved by someone . in about 3 month times , i'll be one year older . its time i learn to be independent . by this 3 month time , i wanna find back the old happy me . which will never let love nor anything around me affect me at all . its unbelieveable that i could have changed so much cos of smth . its totally unbearable to see you leave . i could not tolerate it anymore . its all too late , but i'd tired . ;) & after today , if things still goes the wrng way . leaving each other is the only way out . i really have got no choice , i really dont wish to stress myself everyday . i really really going to break down anytime . im fucking fucking tired please . TRICIA ANG ; JESSIE NEO where're you both ? im so tired . i could hardly see the cheerful and happy girl . im so weak . why am i always wearing a face mask to hide my saddness behind everything ? but deep inside my heart , its so painful . i told myself , you were really worth my love and everything . but i think back again , all this while , was it real love that ive found ? but still , i'd never regret anything that had got to do with you . be it being with you nor anything . i just wanna find someone that i love , and loved me back double of i loved him . someone to takecare of me . someone who'd be with me through up and downs . and lead a happy and easy going life . thats all ~ ITS SO TIRING TO LOVE SOMEONE . EDITING ; fuck fuck fuck you man . nabeh ! i didnt even do anything to you nor did i hate you frm the begining till nw . freaking hot nw . like i step into your tails lidat . nabeh nabeh nabeh ! go hong gan lah :X CHEEBYE. Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 8:52 PM
Wednesday, 25November, 08.went out t meet nana &frds at my hse downstairs at 11pm ++ den went t seragoon t find his frds . den off t tampines thr . they wanted t play bike if im nt wrng ? -,- haha , bt with me ard , so sad . cant ~:x den we changed place t go loyang tua pek kong , nana want t use the washroom and t pray . after that one of his frd left and the rest and us headed t changi . ate slack drink and back t hougang . wanted t go t yishun dam , bt halfway through reached jalan kayu dere it rain ! :x fuck man . and my hair was the very first time in a very messy ! poor hair T.T den nana sent me t find nigel &co at grn . fucking funny , i left my keys and contactlens case with him and he went off i shouted him ); big problem was , he couldnt hear me and kopitiam ppl tot im sot plug ! ); den went up grn , i talked t nigel less thn a min and ahem told me t reached before 5mins at his hse . i really gt no choice i really missed him and wish t see him . and i quickly run under the rain just t went over find him . sigh .... =X den he open hao door for me le , he was lying on the living room . he didnt tok t me at all . and nt long ltr he fallen aslp ! hais . and i do nth , i watched tv and messaging till phone battery low . and he was still slping , dont wanna wake him up . so i sat dwn thr contine watching shw till he finally woke up , he only asked me go slp ! didnt tok to me much either . and i lied beside him messaging . idk wad t tell him wen i saw him , so i just anyhw asked him is he wrking later on ? bt he didnt answered me and ignored me . so i just keep on making him , asked the same old question . still he didnt answered me , ignored me again and again . till after sometimes , his hand hugged me =X bt he still didnt answered me . idk wad i done wrng . was he still angry that i was at a faraway place that i couldnt come back and find him and etc ... i wandered ~ bt after sometimes , both of us auto just slp . after sometimes i woke up , cant slp... and super hungry ad bored ! haha , den i took photos and i lip his hair for him ;) all the way till morning ! and i think he didnt worked ? off bahs or smth ? -,- and he sent me back home and idk he went where ? find his bro or smth . he didnt want to answer me ); nw im at home , idk wad t do ? so bored . no idea where t go ! ;\ and i superly miss him alr . 6:12 AM
Our first day, it seems so magical. & yes , you said you could be different frm him . Monday, November 24, 2008, 3:14 PM
Tuesday, 25November, 08morning , morning . early bird , time now is only 7.15am ! i slp for fucking long frm ytd afternoon or evening till nw . can you imagine ? bt in between i woke up quite alot . received alot msges , bt i replied and fell aslp back xD i text ahem and told him hw much i miss him this few days . and he replied with , i quite miss you blablabla -,- he's really seriously v cute . even hw hard we quarrel or argue . his imagines could always made me smile . even nw we're nt tgt , bt to me it seems like we're still tgt . im always very happy being with him . words expression anything , wont express hw much i love and miss him ;) whatever he doing outside , let it be . i told you before , no matter hw what you done , i'd always forgive you n give you a chance t explain , bt u choose nt to . idk why either . if is jy we could have broke up alr . and wen we broke up , we dont mit , the most is i could cab over t his hse t look for him crying . and we tok things out , end up is nt a gd thing . we could fight . bt me and him is diff , he could auto hugged me and we'd just pretend nth happened ! sometimes its gd t pretend nth happened , sometimes it isn't . you really made a different in me . i often tend t avoid arguements just nt t make our r/s so nt healthy kip argue argue . and often forgive close one eye in whatever you do , its becos im afraid of losing you so i always pretend nth happened . i love you ; i miss you T.T editing ; currently doing nth , the tym nw i 10:09pm only facing the computer . waiting for nana t decide where he wanna go and i shall go bath prepare.... :X days are so bored ! i superly miss him . bt wad can i do right ? Sunday, November 23, 2008, 3:36 PM
Sunday, 23November, 08. woke up super late ! alot of calls , bt i ignored it and contine back to slp ! -,- haha . den finally woke up at ard 10pm ++ and computer awhile nia , some siaocheebye cherie ring me up , ahaha . coming my hse downstairs find me . so faster rush t bath n everything . actually gt no mood t go out eh -,- luckily didnt make up , otherwise i guess she have t wait for another half an hour ! -,- den went down t look for her and we went 684 eat , she told me her dirty lil secrets ohhhh ~:x den finished eating , walked over t grn tgt . she pei-ed me find nigel &co . den shuiching and kaizhang came , den went over t another kopitiam nua and cherie left alr . ard 2am ++ went t grn bus stop find monkey , pei thm go geylang eat with geatping (spelling error?) and sam . den , super funny luh this monkey ! keep stop at the kopitiam dere wanna watch soccer ! laughs * den we finally found a place and settle dwn , ate tim sum ~ den a few dishes only , $30++ , and and and , walked over to oppsite to have durian ! this thing , i really must must must said ! 2durians we ate , cost us $85 ! fucking fucking exp . all of us was shocked -,- den des ahgong called ask where am i , i said geylang eating gold . he superly cute , catch no balls ! it was like seriously eating gold lidat can ? :\ imgaine imagine , 2durians cost us EIGHTY-FIVE BUCKS! gosh . den cant finished , tabao back . sam took it give whoever luhs :X den we cab back t hg . drop sam at xinmin dere and geatping me monkey went t mac slack . went home at 6am++ . photos t be updated again ;     somehow , i dont know why ? i keep thinking of thse memories we both used t build up tgt . its over , my feelings for you have jus gone lidat . i was sitting down all alone eating at the kitchen and thinking why such a thing happened t us ? it was really unbelieveable , wasnt that i still loves you . its just , never did i even dream we'd become like this . all thse memories just kept on flashing back . and i looked into your blog older post , i read and seen the photos , and my tears just auto rolled down . i dont know why ! i read through all thse post you used t blog . everything was really unbearable . where's thse promised we've made ? omg . idk why , my tears are really rolling rolling down non stop . sighh ~ i couldnt stopped my tears . i love you no mre . bt i miss thse times we spent tgt , really miss thse times alot . i looked through our photos , hw much we'd changed . Saturday, November 22, 2008, 4:46 PM
      just came back frm ahbai house . tdy woke up at 7pm plus , first time , wake up anything oso didnt do , went to toilet faster get myself bathe and prepared , bus dwn to mall den trained to cine alone ! yes , alone . i was the last t wake up . des , mac , jiawen , ahbai , fel n sokkie was at cine alr . den reached , nua at dere till 9.25pm waited for shw to start , watched chuiwawa ~:x den end up ! fuck thse person , gave fel &sok they all wrng timing , den went to changed the tickets . and , watched 10pm plus de . the shw was really quite nice and funny ! i wanna get a dog soon . gongong said he buying , we gonna share alr ! i help him tcare x)) haha . den , finished shw , cab back to plaza with the girls . the guys one cab . reached plaza , toilet toilet toilet ! i run-ed inside ~ LOL ! saw kahwei baobei dere , earlier on watching movie halfway he ring me up =X den slack at plaza , played photohunt tgt with sokkie and fel . almost can brk the fucking record one sia ! =X end up , failed ): ahhim always like to disturb me n mz . and he still own me one swensens treat , still dont wanna auto ! haha . and justin tis shortie , really dam funny luhs , toktoktok till zk , and he said wanna go crush the pink n white bike ! LAUGHS :X haha . den nt long ltr , linny came . den went dwn kopitiam drink n walked over to ahbai hse . they mahjong and i lied dwn on the bed , dam upset.... for wadever reasons ~ 3:49 PM
okay , im super bored . and ytd morning i went to on my old computer ! and found alot nerd and cute photos pulled it over t my new com . dont be shock to see thse photos ~:x sometimes , i misses the past alot alot with certain ppl ; will upload thse on my own de photos whn im free again . enjoy , muchmuchloves to everyone . ;) ilana ; jiaxin ; ilona .  NGMENGSOON ! times in genting . lovelove ;  Pjiaxin & Pshihui ;  hello sweetie (;  even tot how often we dont meet , i still always rmb you . baobei jiejie . x)  laughs * secret behind everything ~  melx and me .  jolene and jiaxin ;  the one i dote the most ! we used to be very very close !  thks lil sis for always being dere in the past . forever you'll be in my hart with thse memories burried dwn in my hart . x)  stranger to fren ; fren to sibling ; sibling to lovers ; lovers to stranger ~ the only picture i loved most when we still wasnt tgt . xD  with memories down the road . 2006-2008  vincent and me .  mylove.  justina jiejie . i miss you freaking loads jiejie . i miss thse times we sat down at grn mac talking and eating tgt . ):  janna and me . honey ? when the world collaspe in the past , everyone go their own ways , we know . you me and tricia could always be united . but everything was just a lies .  |
