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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 8:16 PM
WEDNESDAY, 1st October.its a brand new mth . ^^, morning , its still nt noon yet . anw , sry for nt replying most of the msg to u ppls . as i cried n lie down on e bed listening to songs , eventually i fall aslp . fck e god dam shit , i regretted alot of things . well , nvm . those words he said , totally .... nvm ~:x times will get me well after some tyms . anw , i tink my phone is down , last nite wen i tossing left n right , i saw no msgs . i find it weird , at least , definitely dere mus be gt 1 or 2 ? so i off on my phone , alot of msges . nw i msg half way oso cant recieve ! sianz ~ nid go repair , alot of memories will be gone =( ytd n e day b4 ? i tink i stayed at hme e whole day . ytd dar came over to find me ;) we went dwnstairs den up to my hse slack n went off alr . ytd most of them asked me out , i gave it a miss . ahneo ask me duno go whr , bigkorkor ask me pei hym go take some document at buki batok ~ farking far , n i must try to nt be lazy tdy n go plaza mit desmond to take smth . tmr will be his court date alr , all e best :D sry , i cant go , im having exams tmr ;x everyone court date is getting nearer . im so afraid of loner T.T Monday, September 29, 2008, 8:08 PM
TUESDAY, 30September. morning morning morning ! xD been waking up early in e morning nwadays . i said i'd listen to hym , end up i didnt go to sch . someone small gas , no reply alr :\ well , didnt went prawning with ahrui ahneo , ahhym , &gf last nite . was too tired . n so desmond didnt went to . n tricia jio me go oso , i tink nwadays all lyk sot tio lidat ~:x kip go prawning , last week jus went only , den nw ahneo wanna go again , nvm la . haha , give dem er ren shi jie xD nw tym quite early , only 11am++ duno wanna go whr ! dun feel lyk gg anywhr . i wanna go chompchomp eat , might be tdy or tmr . depend on dat sj , cos his bringing over his babies to his hse give his mummy c :x maybe asking ahneo n bf along too . nwadays never eat much , morning bread with cheese , which i made myself . all e way till nite tym . =X btw , sj said will try his best hlp me find thedays de Cd /Dvd ! hopefully can find tio ! i wanna watch , bt its NC16 , worried i cant go in , den xiasuey ! :x anw , few days ago i watched painted skin , farking nice shw ! evritink's so touching sia ~ can almost tear-ed * hahas . back to update ltr bah . nth to do , rotttingggg . 没有我的日子你还好吗？ ive been lonely for so long ive been watching bt the stars refuse to shine ive been searching bt i jus dont see any signs i know dat its out dere there's gt to be smth for my soul somewhere ive been looking for someone to shead some lights not somebody to get me thorugh the night ｉwish you'll always be here with me i wish to hold u tight in my arms and never let you go anymre i promised . i miss you alot ~ 5:38 AM
my 2 lovely babys (cousin) ! muacks , hah . i miss jerjer as well , hope to see hym soon ! ): Sunday, September 28, 2008, 4:32 PM
MONDAY, 29September.okay , im awake nw . ytd shijie came up my hse with greentea and lays , super gd rite ! haha , den chit chat at my hse outside n after dat he left for camp , super changed alot , i swear . den watched F1 race n off to bed i go , den woke up by tricia's cor , wanna go prawning , she crazy one la :X midnite soso late ask me go out . roar ! den , nw its morning , woke up by my mother , afew mre hrs i'll be visiting hym , duno wad to say ? abit nervous n paiseh leis , omg . haha , nw 7.34am only , 9am ++ den will be gg visiting hym , really dam nervous ! sianz la , i promised i'll go sch mre often frm tmr onwards ! xD rite nw , i gotta go prepare first , jus in case early go (; be back to edit ltr :D to all those spammers at jy's blog or mine , i gonna ignore u ppl from nw on , if wanna spam , go ahead . find it rather lame to reply e tag . so i gonna ignored it . u guys gt the balls , come out lohhhhh ! no , den fark off ~ thnxzxzxzxz . BYES(; i hope wadever others said , you wun believe them . you'll trust me . if u dun , ive gt 1wrds to say , DISAPPOINTED . its been a long tym since we last contact , i tried to hold back my feelings . i hope , im able to do so . in tyms , i still tink of u . our memories we both captured it dwn tgt . i duno hw're u doing , bt i hope u're doing fine . im farking missing u ~ :x i'll try to kip this lurve alive still . (; u're e best i could ever find in e world , baby , listen to me , ilurveyoo . i'll never forget the saddness of tears , the laughter of joy we'd tgt . xD EDITED ; hello , im back from visiting him . i knew i didnt disappointed hym , cos i visited hym (; morning jus nw after updating my blog went to preapre b4 9am went to take bus to mall met his dad n we trained to queenstown ! i was v v scare n nervous can , cos im nt close with his dad la ! haha lucky gt sj pei me sms , otherwise really omg liao . xD n lucky oso gt my phone de songs too . den reached liao , walked such a long way , we took our Q number waited for 1hr plus , really boredddd ! until sj nid to training liao , i really v v shagg . msg ahneo no reply . alone sitting dere , haha . den his dad did tok to me , tok abt hw's life inside . omg la , dam cmi . no bed ! n drink water drink e toilet bowl one ! omfg . roar ~ den finally can go in c hym le , nervous too . my 1st tym visiting someone in QRP was u . honoured ma ? xD bought rice for hym to eat n den we put our phone in e lockers =X jiu go in , jitao shagg n sianz uh ~ is televisit . mre of television n webcam lidat de ! den only 20mins sumre ! haha . n he said ask me visit hym mre often ! cos jus nw i n is dad register le , so he said i can cum visit hym anytym w/o his father ! he v rubbish , make me sibeh shy . ask his dad take family photos tgt with me n den send to hym , cos after next court gg to RTC le . sry thursday i cant visit u , i gt exams . hope u understand ! n star , superly sry . i forgot to hlp u send regards ! haha . alrite , shall stop here . wad a tiring day , 9am+ went out , reached hme at 1pm+ , jus to c hym for dat 20mins travell such a long journey , bt is worth it la rite ? frens forever x) misses * i'll catch ur fall . rmb ? those days u were all out of lurve . i were e one quietly beside u to accompany u through ur darkness even w/o u realising it ? till one day , u finally reaslise it . its e same nw , i'll always be beside u wherever u go ~ happy or sad , life still 've to live on . so why nt live each day happily ? 3:51 AM
SUNDAY, 28September. currently doing nth , jus finished webcam-ing with LiangShiJie , surprised yeah ? lols , he dam changed alot . chat quite alot , he's becoming into a bttr guy . happy for him (; will upload those wecbam-ing photos up soon . tdy went swimming early in the morning as early as , 9am ++ swim at the new swimming complex open mths ago only , near fernvale dere . saw xiaobai &co wen i finish swimming n wanted to left -,O den bus over to tampines , shop ard , i swear i gonna get back to buy dat top dat i longed wanted , bt jus the changed of colour . from i wna black , gonna get grey . sigh ... brough nth ! 2 piere cardigan bra (; ahaha . i really wna dat top alot alot ! den ate n bus back hme , reached hme ard , evening ? 5pm ++ , tiring day . photos shall do the rest of the talk bah . ive loads n loads of photo to update I know, im fat! I wanna jianfei, haas.       Saturday, September 27, 2008, 1:09 AM
Thanks for the lovely art work (greatly apprecitate) & the hoodie ;) mickey &minnie , much much loves !  the lovely couple and i ;)
Ahneo , bro and i ;)  im sorry , im nt so gonna wait anymre , im sorry . all the happy moment we'd tgt will always stay in my hart . thanks all my frens for accompanying me throught everitink onces again . i gonna stay strong . Day 3 without you here. sometimes i felt lonely without u here to acc me . msg to irritate me . and in tyms i jus ignored ur msg . nw dat u're inside , dere's nth much i could do . kinda of miss u , bt wad to do ? i'll try to visit u next monday with ur dad . and to attend ur court date again on octboer . tcare , all the best xD MISSES * everyone , one by one gg in . whose gonna stay with me ? i gonna miss all of u ppl n will wait for u guys out , i promised . Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 8:56 PM
All good things, come to an end. hai , im so afraid . afraid of alot alot alot things ! so many things running through my mind . i duno hw to explain it out . 1year3mths , i swear to you my love will reamain . i dun care wad others said abt u , i swear n it'll be true . i wun find anyone else anymre , u're mre than enuff . let fate bring us back tgt , my tears are all dry . i control myself nt to contact u , bt deep inside . my hart is so painful , almost everyday i cried wenever i tink of u . u might be enjoying , i dun care . i dun wanna noe , nw we're nt tgt . we've our rights , im enjoying outside too . yes im , bt forever still , u'll always be in my hart . wen i think of u , i cant bear to let go . its nt the matter of hw long we're tgt , its the matter of hw much effort we onces used to put on tgt for each other . everitink will be memorisze . i often tink of all the things we've done tgt as one . lyk hw we slove our rs stuffs n wen we quarrel hw it hurts ourself . we could always find a way out , bt yet . disappointed to say , tis tym round , its nt the same anymore . bt , ive to move on . i'll be waiting . dun kip me waiting , ilurveyoo * superly miss ur warm hug , swit kisses :X Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 6:56 PM
- MY DEAREST B'TCHY MISSING ):    im never gonna say goodbye , cause i never wanna see you drop ur tears on me . i swore to you my love would remain and i swear it all over again and i'm never gonna treat you bad cos i never wanna see you sad . i swore to share your joy and your pain and i swear it all over again , all over again . i see a love that burns eternally and if you see how perfect you are to me you'll know i'm not lying . sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye but even if we try there are something's in this life that could always stop us from it , cause we're ment for each other nobody could be as perfect as you (; arghh ~ im v v v fan !! Monday, September 22, 2008, 9:19 AM
      Maybe somedays, i'll realise and see how truly beautiful life could be and understand that nothing could hold me back. Friday, September 19, 2008, 2:46 PM
im suppose to be watching some shows on mobtv now , but totally no mood . fcking pissed off . so i gonna fcking vent my anger here . everyone must see this post ! i wanna tell the whole world how unlucky im to met such a boyfriend , such a girl . firstly it was i think weeks or month ago , whereby i was so bored , so i went to the kitchen to talk to baby's maid her name is nita (; alright den . we were chatting blablabla and so on . so everytime i was seeing her , so called so pittyful , wad a unlucky sir /mum she met . why ? i shall explain it all here . firstly , she told me she is suppose to get a among of money every month , plus if gt off day , she'll get lesser . if no off day , she'll get more . but anyway the paper stated she was suppose to take a $300 every month and 1 or 2 days off day ? if i didnt rmb wrongly . okay den , so i listen as she talked . and with a small sum of money , she've to work from morning before 4am all the way till night time . morning she've to wake up to help aunty (which is baby mum) to prepare all her coffee shop stuffs and all . she do do do and do , morning eat a lil . and contine doing her housework and blablabla , till afternoon . she always eat the leftover food sir /mum buy for her . and its always !( from wad i see myself . ) den she told me sometimes she really dont feel like eating , bt no choice . she've to . den one day she went to borrowed money with some other maids from other level bt the same block . so she'll secretly throw the food away and went to buy food with the money . so she told me , and i can really understand her feeling . cause' its really so fcked up to eat the leftover food always . and onces , baby ate some food , and it doesnt taste nice , so he doesnt want to eat . so aunty jiu told nita to put it away and save for tomorrow . totally wad like FCUK YOU , fancy you asking ppl to eat leftover food , she didnt complained . and yet , asked her to eat foods dat ur son fcking ate and doesnt want to eat alr . okay , nvm . i didnt dare say much as i wasn't part of their families , bt ppl . tell me , if it were u , would u jus sat dere and see how pityful this maid is . she has been working so hard for more than a year , i suppose ? she didnt complained any single things . never . and unlce told nita she can take a nap if she finish every single things and have gt nothing to do , but here comes the FCKING BIG PROBLEM , aunty doesnt allow her . so obviously she doesnt dares to luhs :x if she sleeps , aunty will scold her . and sometimes she late pickup the house phone , aunty will say her sleeping all these . wtf ? and will scold /say her . how pityful , i really cant bear it anymore . and she told me , its very tiring to massage for mum and ahmei (which is baby's sis) everynight . even if nita is sleeping and aunty and ahmei is at outside , when they come back , nita have to wake up to massage for them . see ? she says she can massage for them , bt not everyday . its very tiring ~:x okay , i shld say , even if she's being hire and paid . this is totally ill-treating . fck the god dam dick , i wrote quite alot . bt the computer auto shut down twices and it failed to aunto saved , sigh ... den jus nw i happened to go to the kitchen n ask her made a cup of hot milo as i always make it wasn't tasty n swit de :x so after dat i asked her : u return the maid money already , she told me yes . and she told me i went to tell ahyang wad she told me right . yes , i admit i did . bt SOMEONE just betrayed me . i told him nt to tell his parents i knew if he tell , nita gonna get scolding . and yes , it was true . nita told me mum n sir scolded her . ok , nvm . den i asked her did they treat u bttr ? she said yes , gt improve , and every week giving her $100 . happy for her =') den of cos i know her mother badmouth me , this is cfm one . she told nita dat dont mix ard with jiaxin she'd nt a good gerx and if nita does , she'll get scolded , and blablabla . say alot bad stuffs abt me la ~ HARLOW AUNTY , U'VE GT THE GUTS TO SAY ME BEFORE DAT I CRIED LIKE A DOG OR IM LIKE A DOG , WHY DONT SAY IT INFRONT OF ME ? U'VE GT NO CHEEBYE LA OK . ILL-TREATING UR MAID , I BLOODY TELL YOU , I BLOODY HATE YOU. TO ME , YOU'RE NOTHING . WHY MUST I RESPECT YOU ? WHO'RE YOU TO ME , TO ALWAYS SCOLD ME AND BADMOUTH ME . WOW , CLAPCLAPs * so old already , i wish for one day , you'd die in a car accident . and all ur skins could be cut off to cook for those poor ppl to eat . i wish i could have killed you :) sorry uh , i didnt mean to do till so ugly . bt ive gt no choice , i really cant tolerate it anymore . and chewjiayang promised nt to mention to his mum , evenutally he betrayed me , im fcking pissed off . NBCB ~ own gf oso can lidat , ohya . i alsmot forgotten dat , wen ur parents scolded me , u could jus stand dere n see too . and it was ur frens n mine frens who came up ur hse to save me . and to argued with ur mum too . i could see , you're jus like a jiaolang like ur parents too . sorry , i didnt mean to make things so ugly . bt why did u betrayed it ? den have to bear everitink . and u duno hw im feeling either too . i wanna make u suffeer double of hw i suffer . i dun care , i dun give a dam . fck all of you . even tot hw ur dad treated me or wad , i dont hate him . no i dont have any hates towards him at all (;BYEBYE ! IM FEELING SO MUCH BTTR (; Tuesday, September 16, 2008, 2:33 PM
14/09/08 , 15/09/08- sleep eat sleep eat . xD - went to novena square 2 to meet my precious ger for interview . - after dat interview-ed & went to eat her late dinner at longjohnsilver . - as usual , sat down chit chat n said alot things , den we take alotalot of photos ! : D finally she's no longer stress anymore , cause the baby been taken out T.T kelian :x next time upload the baby photo give ur see wen permission is given , haas . the baby gt leg gt hand gt nose gt eye gt wad all a gerx have , cause' its a ger and its five and a half mths , so big alr rite ~ - den nt long time is getting late , went home at 11pm+ . - reached home do nth , computer n editing photos for ahneo & bf . - slept at morning almost five or six in the morning , and woke up at 7am+ for school . - ahneo came up my house cos she borrow my sch uniform , after she's done , walked to ave8 mac , along with weisen . saw my dearest bitchy , mwarks . haas , ahneo and i pulled her to sch , bt still didnt went . - had our breakfast and went off to school , stay the whole day , last friday stay the whole day too . didnt run out . - sch ended and went to slack at ave8 along with ilana , and den blablabla till 3-4 plus ilana accompanied me home while i prepared n went off to cut hair and bought my pants . and bus-ed to point tgt and she went home i went to meet baby . - accompany him for dinner , and he left and i left to a void deck all alone , sitting dere for almost 2hrs all alone , its the first time . :\ cause smth happened . end up nth already so cab to went to find him . and slacked at his house (; 15/09/08 - so eventually the next morning i woke up at his hse was a afternoon 1pm plus wen he left for work . den i stay at his house watch mobtv and chit chatting with tricia . - actually decided to mit jessie and tricia , end up didnt . i bus-ed home at around evening almost 5pm + den reached home finish preparing walked down to point meet jessie and tricia . haas , she's so swit xD bought kit kat for me leis . lols ~ - slacked at mac , den before 8pm cab to enous and me and jessie dropped off while tricia went to geylang , all thanks to ahwei always we cant spend more time tgt !! D: - went enuos for interview with jessie and bus-ed back to point for dinner tgt with baby while she went back home (; - actually wanted to eat sakae sushi , baby is fcking fcking kan kind today , hahas . didnt want to waste his money as oso cant eat full one always . so had mac , i pathetic ate 2 nuggects n afew fries only , totally no mood despite im quite hungry . bt nvm , its over . and we , nonono. he took alot of my photos today , laughs * - finish eating walked back to my house i bought biscut for my brother , my baby bought for him again . and we three went to 684 buy cigg . and back home . (; - slack at my hse awhile and left before 12 in the midnight . den PSH came back , followed by mummy (; den baby n i had a chat with my mummy they all .xD and hopefully my baby didnt lied , he gonna bring us to sakae sushi tomorrow at PS tgt with my MUMMY &co. ^^ 17/09/08 - its nw 5:36 in the morning , cant slp , a pig is behind slping . nth to do , gonna watch some shows on mobtv and prepare off to sch : D back to update ltr in the noon or smth ? tata ;
you gonna bear in mind what you'd promised me at mac earlier on . Friday, September 12, 2008, 12:25 PM
.jpg)  .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) 10/09/08 Its a wednesday , actually intend to go school . bt end up didnt . went to hospital early in the morning . mit jessie inside bus 72 after dat we train to KK hospital , mit my precious ger dere . x)) after dat she admin into the hospital , was really worried for her quite alot . bt dun wry , i was with her throughout her fear , muhaha . wei da bah me ? lols . all the way in ward accompany her , after dat jiu go eat breakfast . was dam cold can ~ finish eating mac , jiu go up ward was already like hmm , almost a afternoon , 12pm . den i was very very cold , shivering at dere . even the ward no air im still dam cold ~ no choice , i felt dat my whole body dam warm . asked dem to touch bt they said nope , no fever warm or anitink . den nvm , i sat dere , i really still feeling nt v gd , bobian n evenutally they was toking i was lyk kip gg through them -,- i know i was v irritating , bt they were toking nobody cares me T.T i wasnt feeling well , really dam xinku can ~ nvm , i sat dwn dere msging with baby with all my leftover strength . xD haas ~ den finally i really have to leave her alone dere cant pei her through all her journey for the abortion , bt i promised nite tym ill be back for her . so baby ask me back , i took cab lobang ahneo back hme den i jiu went to baby's hse . the whole journey v v xinku ~ i asked the driver off the aircon ahneo have to suffer with me , she v hot . haas , den i ask the taxi driver drive faster oso , as i really v xinku . wanted to vomit lidat =X first tym falling asick . bt few days ago gt sore throat n oso abit flu le . den reached baby's hse , he cum dwn pay cab fare for me , toally cashless . this few days really no money :x been spending baby money for quite alot i guess ? :) reached his hse , abit difficult walk , cause wearing high heels . ;x den he pour me a cup of warm water i drink le go toilet , vomit . bt is saliva ~ laughs* den jiu go bed lie dwn le lo . he actually v strong , he oso having fever he tcare of me , thanks alot bi x)) den he give me medicine eat , after i kip dun wan , eat le slp in the room without any fan aircon , even window n curtain off . den slp for 2hrs , wake up without any sweat , really v powerful ~ den i asked him on aircon n fan , hahas . den rmb i slept all the way till nite tym woke up . i didnt went to hospital i couldnt contact any of them , phone battery low or nt jiu no money , hais * nvr went to visit herT.T den bobian , i woke up le , went to make hot my favourite bitamak ~ haas , den watch tv while eat tgt , den bi hor v funny n cute , he ate white bread i eat bitamak , he jiu make a box for me using the bread say must kip ish for keeping his hart or mine inside de ;x throw jiu cant lock our hart le . cute hors ? ~ den i jiu kip nor . nice nice 12am went to slp . 11/09/08 , 12/09/08 , 13/09/08. Woke up , i really no idea wad i was doing n wad tym wake up everitink ~ den only know at ard nite tym , smth happened , hais * bt nth le lar . den his nephew came his hse . i kip complain hungry , finally he sher de go out ask his maid bring food in le . lols , nt v bad to say . bt i mus say , the food taste v nan chi ~ hee , i noe im v bad . den after dat i went to play with them . they v cute n smart , lyk my aunty cousin . english v lihai one =X lols ~ den they left le before 10pm . den i wanted to watch my nanny daddy 18 , as 18 19 20 come out le . watch liao i wanna go home le , dun feel lyk staying at his hse , no idea why seriously . den i dun dare take bus le , cos 854 must change into 109 dere v dark . somemore bi cant pei me le , he ytd sick which means tdy nvr go wrk , tmr he wana go work le ~ den we went into the kitchen , my throat haven ok ma , so he dunwan gimme eat the snow skin durian !! so shagg * durain my favourite ~ x)) den ask me to drink water den gimme , so drink nor . jiu can eat my snow skin durian mooncake ! ahahs . =xx den jiu went into the room lying on the bed , totally cant slp . he slp till so soundly le . so i went to find things do , download games all tis go into internet view su ann blog ! kan chio can her photo . ;) den who knows play play play tym pass quite fast , till morning 5am le , i went to cook noodles den watch nanny daddy . den wanted to cab home at 6am , wanted to go sch . hais * really disappointed myself . exams ard the corner i can still so enjoying lyk nobody bussinss !! den msg ahneeooo , she still nt awake yet la . so i cor the KK Hospital check kahleng still dere , yeahhh , she still dere . i faster bath n prepared wanna go find her . buden , i suddenly dun feel lyk gg . stayed at bi living room facing the wall n everitink ... den ring jessie up cos msged me she's awake le , we wanted to go visit kahleng tgt . so i waited tym pass , suddenly recieved her msg using other ppl phone , said she can discharge le , fcking dulan can , her bf still gt the fcking cheek cum find her , buy toinc for her buy mango top n alot la , cost him alotalot :X when ur gf nid u dat much , hw u treated her ? wen she nid someone , who were the one dere for her , tell us laas , haish . bt i cant say anitink . bf is urs ~ ill support u no matter wad my preciousger x)) den jiu contine do nth , lie on the bed at 8plus am ? i jiu fall asleep , bi wake up for work . den leave me alone in the room . sleep sleep sleep ~ tym pass pass pass ~ suddenly someone open the door , i never hear keys or anitink . wtf lor , saw her sister . i was lyk half awake le , bt he said he gt lock the room , hais arggghh ! nvm ~ her sis n i oso friendly de , always tok rubbish . laughs * den jiu changed into my cloths went home le . reached home chatting with tricia aaanggg fcking miss her , tok really really alotalot . den hang le , go prepared i go fetch brother up make up all tis jiu bus go point mit her . den slack at point toktok n everitink . cab go green , den already reaching green , ahnnneeeo called , wanna return me my phone as my mother nid . den U-TURN a big round , den back to green , cost almost a $6 wanted to give her de , buden she dun want plus i said other day cos i really cashless lyk i said :X den drop me off at green she went to geylang find ahwei le . reached green went to billard find shuiching . den jiu go lan shop find bi , v stupid had a argue i jiu walked away . duno where to go , cor tricia accompany me tok . den jessie called , i jiu went to a corner duno why gt chair sit at dere tok with them for a hour . den jiu msged him la , he ask me go into lan . still abit angry dun feel lyk gg in . end up oso go in bt nt find hym , went in with my dearest bitchy shuiching . den slack slack slack , almost 11pm went to eat bitamak ~ tok n eat tok n eat till almost a 12midnight le . den go up lan , saw her sitting behind hym , tink he oso noticed , fck care dem . dun feel lyk gg go care anitink le . my mind v fan v v v fan . den i behind hym he didnt noticed , i jiu went off go billard outside slack . till den he cor me again went back find him . after dat go billard tgt , find our frens . walked back lan shop dere , all guys sia . graceson james eugene all this la , alot alot guys , i see no girls . den i reached le gt me n shuiching 2 girls . as they celebrating ahpui and james birthday (; den decided go down coffee shop celebrate . sing birthday song cut cake , i swear james is dam pityful , being smach the cake lyk fck by ahkeong meekia n graceson n bi oso o.O ~ kelian * den baby wanna go home le as he gt work tomorrow . really dun feel lyk being tied dwn by him , duno why suddenly gt tis thinking -,- last tym abit wun anitink . den he jiu pei me stay at green with shuiching &co tgt for awhile nor . after dat stay stay stay till , fcking late alr . almost 2am plus . shit nor , hestill gt work tomorrow . den he billard with his frens all tis . pei shuiching after dat liting came , slacked tgt . went711 buy water . muhahas , kongggliting treat me drink , thanks uh xD den 3plus midnight he walked me home den cab home with his frens . im nw blogging , its almost morning 5am . duno wad to do , v fan , really v fan . feel lyk gg out find bitchy ;) i wanna go enjoy with my girls tomorrow to town to chompchomp and go drink ~ i wanna enjoy enjoy . sigh , bitchy & tricia , both of ur dun nid tink so much alrite ? loveslovesloves ^^, dont know why all of a sudden , ive enuff . enuff of the unfairness and jealous in the past with others and now . i really duno weather if ill make a wrong or right decision . its so hard , i dun feel like being tied down anymore . bt in the same time i do still have feelings for you . tell me wad to do , someone ? ive others thing dat is being tied down by me , which made me v fan too . i duno shld i or shld i nt . ( nt dun be tgt ) hais , just very fan . girls , i wanted to , bt u girls told me nt to . i jus send him a msg , bt i guess he alr fallen asleep le . i think we both really nid sometimes . maybe meanwhile jus a brk first bah , jus be normal frens ? hais , i really duno la . i dun wanna let go n i do another mistake which cause this rs worst anymore . ive learn alot from my old mistakes le . to me , dats why i think ive changed for my mistakes , n infact telling others hw regret im , so i choosen to choose my own bf . sigh , really v fan . {EDITED} after so much of thinking , i think im alrite already ~ lols , funny rite . . feeling alot bttr ~ ;x ywans , im so bored rite nw . nw 8o'clock n im still awake , wonder ltr hw to wake up . maybe jus go over acc bi bahs , nt gg anywhr anymre ? lets see . Thursday, September 4, 2008, 11:12 PM
SEPTEMBER6, FRIDAY.  
Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 11:20 PM
SEPTEMBER 5, THURSDAY.
I'm superly bored , bf is sleeping . he've gt to wake up early for work ltr on . its 2:21midnight already , a friday i suppose ? poor him , gt to wake up early morning for work . think is tiring . nw he work i never work , so boring life . jus nw ate mac with him , he's so greedy , he ordered two mcspicy and one mcwings . haa , greedy pig . bt jus wun grow fat xP anyway , jus read caiwei blog ? always nth do , go read her blog . im nth related to her , jus a passerby , bt hai . really poor thing . those memories they've is awesome . cheer up ? ^^, tot i duno who're u . bt i always go read ur blog . and and and im super sad ): i wanna go disney naturally . im so so sad dat , why always no mickeymouse stuffs , bt always full of hellokitty stuffs . dat day was at compass point , saw a sleeping cloth ... baby wanted to buy for me ! BUT but but but ... dun have mickeymouse . so lucky him , can save money , haas . i pass by a blogshop selling hellokitty phones too , gt mickeymouse nice nice one jiu hao . the hellokitty phone , is more like nokia 73 lidat if im nt wrong . hen piao liang xD later gotta meet kahleng or maybe xueting for shopping : D misses . i love boyfriend : D mwarks . its been a long long long long time since i edit photo =\ nah , here's one , haas . tomorrow i hope i can go for reborning . and i wanna get heels heels heels ~:X iloveyou. Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 11:50 PM
random photos ; taken days weeks ago ? no time to upload ~                 Early morning , baby went to work le . den he asked me to stay at his house lock inside the room , bt i feel rather weird , whats more i dun really like his family , esp his mother only ? lols . den i didnt step out of his room till , tricia called ask me out tgt with shuiching . (; so i went to prepared and bath , was quite happy cause meeting dem long time never see le . den bus to point was ard 5-6 plus ? baby called and said he finish work le . den asked me dun go find them , zzs . but i still go . den we slacked , after dat , he finish work he came over point have dinner with me : D went to kopitiam ate tgt with baby shuiching n tricia . xD den finish eating baby n shuiching smoke after dat , went to take cab to compass point , haaa . we stay at metro for fcking long , thanks to baby -,- den was messaging , messaging till very pekchey , den shuiching asked me who i messaging with , so i said jessie neoooo , den ltr on gt some conflicts , long stories . and ang wei sen , dont act big one ok ! wth , wanna eat me . if u think its nt , why must it be only jessie pass the phone to me den she'll pass to u ? cause u guys noe i'll have nth to say . luckily tricia helped me , otherwise i oso duno hw -,- den jessie jus wun pass the phone to weisen , unless tricia pass to me . den nvm , tricia asked me pick up the call , bt she loudspeak . sigh , i oso duno wads going on . think back , its only between me and jessie . why must she suddenly pull in ppl like kahleng , my bf and so on . n wad had it gt to do with wen my bf n me quarrel u came dwn ? i didnt said i dun appreciate , bt first u gt to see wad ur bf send the msg to me lei . wen i read through all , i really think nth's right at all . and i dun even noe wad're u crying for ? from the day , i know we've drifted , and i still treat u as sister , nt lyk ur bf said wad SCISSOR pls . duno wad the fck gng on , hope everitink will be fine soon . ;) after all dat happened , tianglee came . den we stand at the taxi stand dere , cab dwn to green . they had billard , while the girls and i chit chatting . left at 11+ before 12 , cause' gt midnight charge n baby gt work the next days . so sorry girls , we'll mit up soon again ok (: loveyougirls. tcare . |
