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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 12:38 AM
Tuesday, 30December, 08.another post for the day , weets . i jst woke up (; last night slept at 6am , superly late . all thks t ahneo . she called me and we really talk alot this time round . silly ger , nth happened t us . i love you ahneo ! =D gonna go prepare soon and gg out with all my lovely cousins , we're gonna go sing frm 11pm to 5am , pathetic 6hrs , my voice is so man alr . be back with manymany photos alright ! i learnt alot of things . thks for showing off your true colours . i always told myself you wasnt tht type , i always ignore wht rumours said abt you . i stood up for you . bt nw , i really seems t hate you alot , yet loves you t . you can really disappear frm my sigh &nvr returns anymre . (; nobody have been treated so well by me , you were the first one , the first one i really treated so well , bt wht i get ? you were the one tht i loved the most in the shortest time , and yet you were also the one tht hurt me the most . wo ai ni ai de hao xinku . Monday, December 29, 2008, 10:54 AM
Tuesday, 30December, 08.IM ROTTING &ROTTING ! a day mre t 2009 ! FINALLY ! i cant get t slp , so anyhw went t find things t do , hah . and im still so missing him , bt wht t do ? i choose t say thse words t him , hai . its alr 3am plus liao , gonna go slp soon ? weet , tomorrow gg sing : D my voice so man nw man , throat been v painful for quite afew days alr . recover soon pls ! so painful ;( my G900 is dwn for a v long period alr manzxzxzxz D: just so lazy t go repair it ! :\ 1.Have you ever been in love? Obviously. 2.Does chocolate really make you feel better ? I dont knw? Nvr tired it before? 3.Who ended your last relationship? You, or your ex-partner? The both of us. 4.How many boys have you cried over? If i nvr rmb wrngly, it was four only, haha. 5.Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? No. 6.Honestly, do you like anybody? No, cos i love him. (: 7.Flowers or chocolates? Both, haha. 8.With your boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out? No idea. 9.Kisses or hugs? Hugs. 10.How many of ur exs met ur parents? One. 11.Since your 1st boyfriend, what is the longest you have been single? A few mths. 12 Have you been heartbroken? YES! 13.Are your friends with any of your exes? Hmm, no idea? Cant predict. 14.How many REAL relationships have you been in? Three. 15.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes. 16.Do certain songs make you cry? Yes. 17.Who was the last person you hugged? My exs. 18.When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed? Few days back. 19.Do you wish you could see somebody right this second? YES! 20.Have you met a boyfriend online? No. Sunday, December 28, 2008, 10:43 PM
.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Monday, 29December, 08. back t post ; D last night actually gg toapayoh , end up didnt . so met kehui &we went t the usual place t chitchat , and thn ard 10pm plus , walked over t jiawen hse , kehui went t find her frd t . reached &i really tot fel wasnt thr , and all of a sudden she pop out and i scared tio , i even jumped up , really scary luhs ! hahas . &all of a sudden i recieve a private number , i tot could be frm my family members , bt it was tricia , i was shock . i didnt wanted t tok t her , cos i really dont knw hw t commiuate with her , bt as i hear her cry it pains my heart . thn awhile 12am plus jiu went off le , cos bro-in-law keep rush me like fuck ! hahas , thn he came grn &fetch me thn went off t dont knw wht place eat ba ku teh , after eating we went t his hse . bro in law really act like he really uds me so much !!! bth him , hahas . good entertainment :D chitchatted , slack &all . after sometimes , me &jes drink . and i drink till v seh alr . tht was my v first time feeling so seh till v gaowei , bro in law pour alot for me too , he pour half cup &a lil coke only , i wont drunk also fake . after tht , i fall aslp at sofa , and i make a fool out of myself , im sry . actually i think i wasnt drunk at all , i still keep gg toilet only walk nt v proper only ! cos i knw wht im doing , i still went t call zhikwang , and i cried out , i was feeling really so much bttr , i didnt told anyone the reason behind everything . and idk wht the fuck im doing t go cor him , nabeh ! &eventually i slept at morning 7am after i make a fool for a few hrs , woke up at 12noon lidat , and keep gg toilet &i vomitted . waited for bro in law prepare &we went t ave8 t eat , after tht hme swit hme . so right nw im blogging , im feeling so much bttr nw . but i still misses him tht much , hw ? wht t do ? 12:42 AM
bad eye day ;'( 28/12/08 .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) 27/12/08       jessie neo &jiaxin ; see this ger here ? the v thickskin ger . xD loveyou   .jpg) .jpg) bitch , i love you . kahleng &jiaxin (; 26/12/08 .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Friday, 26December, 08. Saturday, 27December, 08. Sunday, 28December, 08. - woke up prepared &met kehui . - bus dwn t compass point , went t get my sch stuffs . - went t find nana , took my things &had our late lunch at longjohnsilver . - after tht bus dwn t bugis , hoho . went t find my frds . miss thm (; - reached &walked ard , went t find weiren , hah . no fate t see nic , he went songka . - thn t find kahleng , we fucking had a long chat , i told her im v happy . and indeed i was really happy on tht day . waited for her end wrk &we went slacking for awhil at bugis thr . - thn ard 11pm plus me &kehui bus back hme , supposing t meet gong , end up didnt . - went rounding , met up with my buddys , mel &co . this time round chris wasnt ard , shagg . cant have fun tgt , hah . before tht nana came &find me , thn tok for awhile and i left . - went coffee shop la kopi while waiting for alex t reached &time flies , its pass midnight 1am plus le , so thr goes my satirday. & thn went t fetch jessie . - went t our usual place t chitchat , really so happy wenever im with thm . cos i forget all abt my unhappiness . - thn decided t see sunrise , all started t sing the dont knw wht song , i record dwn ! : D gt chance upload it here for you guys t see hw nan ting ahneo sang , haha . lala ;x - morning we travell all the way t kallang had our breakfast at mac . i hate KPE , fucking bored . - finish eating , we talked , and dont knw hu started abt dirty stuffs , fun day =X - went off at ard 1oam plus &back home . reachd hme went over t find kwang luhs :X - i regret for gg t look for him end up slept at his hse . - woke up &left , we were having some arugemens . i dont wanna mention it anymore . - so went hme le &i cried my heart out , thks jessie for being thr even tot you didnt console me much , cos all you could hear were my crying voice , hais . thn went t bath &meet kehui . - she came up my hse &we went dwnstairs , was ard 9pm plus . we slack &talked for 4hrs and thr goes my saturday le , pass midnight again , so sunday le thn &finally jeslyn came dwn . - along with her 2frds tht drive , thn we went t seragoon thr have their supper . their car is so cool man , so shiny &pretty nice . (; - really dam funny , one of his frd act as if he really knws me so well =X hahas . - back t hg after eating , and hme at abt morning 6am . - my eyes was so painful , everyone could tell ive cried , i swear this gonna be the first &last time alr . thks for shwing me wht are you . THERE GOES MY 3DAYS OF LIFE . (; and ive just woke up nt long after abt dont knw hw many hrs of slp . =X gonna go J8 repair phone ltr on . and gg toapayoh get smth . be back t update again ; D ger , do you knw hw ive been feeling lately ? do you knw hw much ive missed you ? do you knw you were part of my unhappinss . you wont knw hw much pain ive carried through . cos you didnt even care , do you ? you were part of the reason . hw i wish you were the one t ease my pain away . i'd always be with you through the good or bad . bt nw , i hardly could . cos i cant handle myself too . im nw leading a life tht is simple . i dont knw hw t comminuate with you anymre . we've lost everything ; Saturday, December 27, 2008, 4:08 AM
I HATE YOU . I FUCKING HATE YOU . YOU'RE GONNA BE OUT OF MY MIND , MY HEART . I'LL NVR FORGET ALL THE THINGS YOU SAID , ALL THE LIES I KNW . IM STUPID , STUPID ENUFF T HAVE BE WITH YOU . YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHITTTTTS ! GET OUT OF MY LIFE &NVR STEP IN EVER AGAIN .you dont knw hw i felt . i cant do anything t make you stay . i told myself , you're not worth my tears . but why am i here crying for you ? my heart is bleeding like nvr before . its like thousands of knife been stabbed in . its v painful , really v painful . i cant take this pain all alone . ive lost one of the one tht has been v dearly t me ; &nw ive lost you again . ive lost all tht used t belong t me . its all gone nw . i dont wanna hear you guys lie anymre . i wanna be myself , i wanna be happy . i not gonna care wht you ppl wanna say anymre . wht are we nw ? wht am i t you ? fucking ans me . MY HEART IS BLEEEDING . =( 3:28 AM
Gong and i, love him t the max. :D  Merry xmas all (;     the guys .      presents xD     3 2 1 , counting dwn for xmas -,-  lovely dovely .      |
