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Friday, February 27, 2009, 2:31 PM
Friday, 27February, 09.Totally cant sleep at all this morning, so deicded to go shop ard at ntuc, lol. Ive a kind soul henry and shiting to keep me acc, thn walk ard and bought the jelly powder and go up shiting's hse make jelly. And left at 10am plus, so pathetic. Reached home and straight lie on bed and sleep after not long, slept a few hours, woke up at afternoon. And thn went to bath and get prepared to meet ahdi. Bath come out only, jiayang suddenly appear at my house, didnt inform me nor anything at all. Thn, waited for me prepare finish and everything he acc me dwn to buy thse bbq de stuffs, and we carried till so xinku. No, is him, not me! ;D poor him! Thn met ahdi and his gf at my hse, poor thm waited for me and jiayang till so long. And, finally we're ready to go. Cherie came up my house look for me also, thn ahkeong came my hse dwnstairs bring all the food over for me to the bbq thr, thanks alot! =) and they sat his car while me and cherie deicded to walk and talk at the same time. Met jiefu go point fetch kahleng, thn pei me home take things. And ntuc shop for awhile again and buy rubbish again, and thn met shuiching at ntuc and jiefu send all of my three girls plus me to the bbq thr. And, slowly slowly everyone came, slack chitchat eat. Its shuiching birthday first, after 12 thn mine. So they bought a cake for her, and sing song blablabla.... hour and hours, Saturday, 28February, 09. 12am! Cut cake for me! Hohoho, happy birthday to myself. ;) some of thm stay up late just to cake cut with me, and finish cutting, left with jiefu my sis and bro, he sent my sis and bro back home and sent me back to the bbq thr, sat dwn thr with shuiching and afew mre ppl. And aloy and eugene came and wish me happy birthday, they came so super late, but its okay. And went over void deck find theodore &co for awhile and they left, met curry rice and baby at nearby. They acc me walk and back home to changed, reach hse dwnstairs curry rice went off to meet his fren awhile while baby acc me home to changed and everything, not long later curry rice came up by himself, sis open door for him. And finish preparing and all, slack at my hse for awhile, left at very late. And thn acc me over to 631 pass carrie her phone which i borrow frm her and over to shuiching's hse dwnstairs. And thn she was kind of in a bad mood, stay thr to acc her for a lil while and she decided to eat wanton noodle -,O curry rice left =( thn kecik ride bike lobang shuiching, wanted to acc carrie walk tgt to 631 but she left without me! Thn baby fetch me over, without helmet! And my life was almost........ DEAD! Haha, he still can tell me lidat thrilling. Power. Thn he left, acc her eat, see her mood abit better and i cab dwn to grn met up with jiayang. And back home. Photos will be up very, very soon! ;D I'm greatful to those we came, and i'm sorry tht i wasnt in the mood and didnt really entertain you guys. Thanks alot for all those presents frm you guys. And last but not least, those who really help out for me alot alot, you knw who you're. Thanks a million billion! ;) Thursday, February 26, 2009, 8:39 AM
Thankiew you for the GucciRush perfume and Winnie the pooh booster! ;D
   Me, myself and i.       Girl of my life. (hahaha)
Thursday, 26February, 09. Yesterday late midnight went to have supper, luckily ive got a nice and good jiefu to acc me to eat. After tht ahneo ring me up, went to bring her for rounding, as request! She wanna rounding de, so.... bring her round round round till the place i wanna go, musatfa! ;D bought my hair cream, i didnt spend any money, jiefu paid for me! And thn send the three of thm back to hg, ahneo, yuansen and henry! Thn me and jiefu went to 711, buy drinks and sat dwn to chitchat, around 4am plus he left, and went back home! Wash up? And sleep. Woke up at afternoon, nua at bed and thn went to prepared and met jiefu at my house dwnstairs at almost 5pm! Went to fetch my dearest girl first, thn to bugis. Walked around, choose my birthday present! Actually i wan tht honey and bee coax! End up, i bought tht guccirush perfume, gosh... without any second thought he bought for me! 69bucks, ahya.... BIG THANKS! ;D thn walked around, had dinner at swensens! Ate my bake rice, how stupid, i snap their food but didnt snap my own baked rice, ahya but standard i only knw how to eat baked rice at swenses, cos its my favourite! ;D thn.... jiefu left! Me and my dearest girl kahleng went to bugis walk again, waited for weiren end work. Thn went over to mos burger sat dwn and had a long chat, lilian joined us after she finished wrk. Thn all of us left after our talks and mrt back to hg and train home! And, im home now. Think gonna go out again. Sianz! Haha, i got smth to say! Theodore and shiting so retarted! They tot today is my bday, send me birthday msg! LAUGHS. Okay lah, dont say i not good. Chatted with mac at msn, he fucking kns. He said he very good, haven my birthday he wish me birthday alr, so thanks lah okays! :D HAPPY SWEET SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BITCHY. (; I'm sorry if im always so fierce /rude and whtever shits towards you, cos i care for you, cos i love you. And i hope you'll be able to come for tomorrow bbq. And i hope you'll be with me the whole day on saturday(: Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 7:36 AM
Alright, ive nothing to update also. Got many photos to update? Ive many mre at ahneo's phone. And, ive many wishlist, anyone willing to help me complete? Muhaha. My beloved baby cousin, Kelvin!      Sushi's day with both of the bitch, chunhow and buidi! ;D
There's smth i dont have to make it too clear, but i was so suprise upon seeing thse things. It was so shock when i break it to jessie. She was shock too. Sometimes, dont just trust someone easily, for, they might just do /say things behind you happily without you knwing. But, sadly to say, ive come to learnt the truth. Just read it, dont ask me who am i refering to. I just wont say out. LASTLY, i miss Tricia ang seriously, its really been quite sometime since i last see her. Too much things had happened, and ive decided to start a brand new life, time is all i need. Sunday, February 22, 2009, 8:58 PM
Sunday, 22February, 09. Woke up at afternoon, slack at home and went to prepare at 12pm plus, super early right? And left home after preparing. Bus dwn to hg mall thn to plaza met up with chunhow and buidi. Walked over to hg mall taxi stand, cab dwn to junction8. Sony ericsson to send me and chunhow phone for repair, and to sake sushi! ;D Ate fucking fucking many sushi! Actually our plan is to repair phone and watch movie, but its screw up thanks to me, cos i see wrngly the timing! Heezxzxz. So, after sushi cab dwn to plaza and see thm poke poke balls! After tht junxing send me off to hg grn to meet up with jiayang, went to take my jacket frm him. Thn acc him dota for awhile and went to find my bitch desmond toh, ahgong! Help him buy cigg and pass to him, so nice of me right? ;D thn acc him to 711 and he sent me back home! Thts all! ;D Saturday, February 21, 2009, 7:34 PM
Pissed...Saturday, 21February, 09. Woke up at afternoon and acc jiayang, and he send me off to wait for cab. Reached home chiong go prepare and bus dwn to punggol park thr de bus stop met up with shirley. And hop onto bus 89, wanxian and cherie was behind me an shirley even lied to me! -,- chunhow met us on the bus also, thn off to dwntown for our blading and cycling! ;D happy mood! End up.... no blading no cycling, unless all of us wanna overnight rent! Went to mac had our lunch? Thn met up with george &co. Slack at chalet blablabla.... around 8pm plus, cab back to hg grn, met up with jiayang he said wanted to acc to watch look for a star, end up fucking pissed off. So, left home alone! Thn on my way home, nana called. So went over to met him for awhile. And walked back home. Reached home still so early onl, 10pm plus! Pei buidi talk on phone, and conference with him and chunhow. Actually gng dwn chalet again, bingfeng wanted to came and fetch me... but i was too tired to go. And eventually i slept at home! (: and movie tomorrow with buidi &co. LOOK FOR A STAR! ;D LOL! Friday, February 20, 2009, 1:16 PM
Saturday, 21February, 09.Argh, just let me vent my anger here. No mre chalet already! Sigh, all fully book. I'm really freaking upset can! How unlucky can it be? I've planned everything nicely yet it turns out to be... FULLY BOOKED! Nabeh, sibeh sad sibeh fucked up. Argh, whtever. Guess, east coast BBQ is the only thing left now. I just wish to have gathering with frens and family, but everything gone loh. Well, nvrmind! FUCK UP! Okay, lets get back. =x 11pm plus cab dwn to plaza and buidi, rayner, and sean hop on and dwn to dwntown. Slack, eat, talk, gambling and everything. And left with buidi and shirley. Sent me back to fernvale to met up with jiayang and off they all! Weets, i cant wait for tomorrow. I'm gng roller blading! ;D hohoho. Okay, its counted as saturday now? Its 5.22am in the morning! Argh, i still cant accpet the fact tht the chalet is fully booked, sighhh.... 5:23 AM
You're all tht matters to me...Friday, 20February, 09. I'm stuck at home, its a friday, can you imagine? And time now is 9:34pm! I'm so bored. Yeah, i'm cfm opening chalet! I cant wait, i hope everything gonna go smoothly. And last of all, i can have families gathering again, i hope all my cousins and family members will be present, and i hope those i invited wont make me disappointed! ;D and a good news, buidi just now called me, i dont knw weather if its true! HAHAHA. Me: Yes bitch? Just now called me? Buidi: Ahya, nothing lah. Wanted to ask you smth but you dont wanna pick up. Me: Busy mopping floor! >.O Buidi: Okay. Me: Faster say leh, wht you wanna ask. Buidi: Wht cake favor you want? Me: Hur, why? (Laughing away.) Buidi: Your bday cake lah. Me: Laughing away and tell him tht day joking only lah. Buidi: I'm serious. Me: Okay lor, chocolate /strawberry. But i'm seriously joking only. Person come can alr. Buidi: I'm serious lah! Me: HAHAHA, so happily laughing away. And i knw wht he gonna get for my bitchy! WoohoO~ Alright, and hang and contine mopping my floor. I'm so bored, think gonna meet him and the rest to justin chalet! I'M FREAKING BORED. Someone just take me out of s'pore please! 2:20 AM
Well, ive alot of overdue photos to upload! Stay tune! ;D Taken quite sometimes ago? A week ago. Ahneo, P.Jiaxin, &Our dearest Lydia.    16th of Feb, Monday.    Valentine's day.    Remember the cute lil' baby i mention about?!  EDITING; I'M DISAPPOINTED &UPSET. =( I hope you learn your lesson for the rest of your life. And open your eye widely to see frens around you. I hope this 6months you'll handle things well and be good. I'll always be a phone call away for you. Sometimes, not everyone are worth being you fren, you understand girl? Althought i talked to you on the phone just now i seems alright, but you wont knw. Thursday, February 19, 2009, 7:39 PM
I felt so lost....When you hugged me, when i cried. When you cried along with me, whispering how much things had changed. I stood still, i knw ive so much to say to you, but yet i become speechless the moment all your words were pour out to me. I didnt knw whts all this feelings about. Frm thn, i didnt want anything to happen any futher. To remain as friends, and nothing mre thn tht. This few days, you and i had tired finding back the love, you cant feel it, its cos ive nvr tot of letting you felt loved by me anymre. As for myself, i dont knw whts all this feeling about. Kaizhang and i said, 1phrase. A person who trulys love you, will and can accpet all the past. And, because of you... Because of you, so much things had changed between this group and i. I cant used to go countdwn with your for anyone bdays, cant go out tgt to catch a movie, to go drink with you guys, have many funs tgt. And still, its still cos of you. Time is really all tht i need right now. I wanna face everything soon, so i could still go out with you guys as a group. I hate to let go of this so many years of friendships. I can talk with you so naturally in anywhere, but not in real life. I knw the problem lies with me, i wanna overcome it. Nobody will knw hows this feelings like..... A 11days of r/s screw up mre thn alot alot alot years of friendship, how amazing. Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 9:38 PM
Its either you, or him...Wednesday, 18February, 09. I'm blogging in school now, this morning jiayang's mom made breakfast for me, jiayang and his sis. Had breakfast tgt, talked with his mom, okay. I think, we're getting better, thts a great thing too. No point hating someone either? Hmm, his mother send me home and send jiamin and jiayang to school. Went home changed and went to school. I'm in school right now. Ive something to announce! ;D Lets welcome the cute lil, handsome..... Jerjer! ;D
Its his 1year old birthday, so... Its been almost 2weeks... 3:51 AM
Was it you, or him... i wonderTuesday, 17February, 09. Yesterday after blogging, went to get prepared and met jiayang, acc him go do his hair treatment and thn headed to grn. See him lan awhile, and he went off to ilona's bbq, leaving his things with me. Thn waited at grn for shuiching and co. 11pm plus, cab dwn to punggol park fetch him and back to his house, went to his house get my stuffs back. Double happiness, i took back my hug hug huggies! LOL! Its mine now, haha. And, stay overnight at his house, dont mistaken ppl. And, the next morning woke up, he asked his maid to buy food for us. Watched tv and ate tgt. Its been quite sometimes since we does tht tgt. And, he's studying outside the living room with his sis while im blogging here. If only, i wasnt away for tht period of time, nothing of this could had happened. Its still so complicated now! History are always repeating, you'll nvr understand. Monday, February 16, 2009, 12:57 AM
Waiting, and i'm still waiting... Monday, 16February, 09. First come first, ive smth to mention! LOL! Guess... its been freaking long already thse photos. During new year @ Genting (:            .JPG)  Alright, i shall make it short and simple. Cause im abit tired right now. Yesterday went bugis with kehui and i bought myself the m)phosis jumper le! Cost me such a bomb, when its so simple. LOL! And went to find huiting at her shop, and tht super plan but yet nice bag caught my eye! Someone gonna buy for my bday already, so it doesnt matter! HAHAH. Okays, i reached home saw 3of my cousins, they were happily playing cards, so join thm awhile and i lied on the sofa and accidentally fell asleep till morning, so... i woke up at almost 7am and get prepared went to ave8 met kecik and shuiching. Had breakfast and kecik cab sent us to school! So, you see.. if i sleep early, i'll not miss school! Went toilet first in first, acc thm smoke. And all of thm shared their valentine's, i think all of thm, lydia, ahneo, shuiching, ilana, jieying &mre, all of thm have bf, im the only one being alone! I felt so, forget it. Shall not mention! So they shared their valentine's, i kept quiet and silent. I listen to my mp3 throughout, thks my dear mp3 tht kept me acc throughout. And thn, school study school study... and left school without assembly @ 1pm plus. Ahneo went back home, me and shuiching went to find theodore at school nearby, i help my dearest bitchy to annouce tht she's so proud theodore came and fetch her frm school! ;D haha, so dots! Okay, whtever. Acc thm slack, theodore is still the same old him, always like to make me using zhikwang, haha. Afterwards, i went back home at 2pm plus. I took my 6680 out, i lied dwn on the sofa, seeing through all the past messages we used to msg. Can you imagine how patient im to see and delete those tht is not him de, imagine? Ive 2000plus messages in my old and lousy 6680! And, delete delete delete.... finally all left his only! I took quite sometimes to read every single of his messages. And decided to saved it. And, went to wash up, so now blogging here. Ive alot of overdue photos to upload! Stay tune uhs! ;D anyway, i decided to open chalet already, im awaiting for my dearest tricia ang to contact me asap, she's like.... missing lidat! Hopefull thr's still space avaible! Anyway, a happy 17th birthday to my dearest big jiejie, Ilona! ;D enjoy yourself(: oh and yes, ive free 4tickets to s'pore flyer! Ahaha, im finding someone to acc me to thr! ANYONE? Haha, i think i might be gng with all my cousins, it doesnt matter if its not the you to acc me thr... Missing you is the pain ive endure all this while... I wish for nothing, but your return. Saturday, February 14, 2009, 3:33 PM
Nothing, but you...Sunday, 15February, 09.       Another post of the day, again! Cause, im super bored... so updating her blog to take her bordness away and meanwhile will keep her awake to let the clock strike 9am and bomb tht ass, chew jiayang up! Time now is 7am plus still, didnt went to have my breakfast all thanks to my cousin! And my tummy is killing me, nothing to be suprised. It always happened often. Well, my mind is in a mess, give up or not? I dont knw why, and i cant find a reasons to it. Why am i always putting so much hopes onto every r/s i start. And my love for thm is always very deep, despite some are short terms. And, i just read through finish all my past post, cos im real bored! Actually, im a member of blogger since, August 2007. But, someone just deleted my blog away right after a year later... wonder whose the person, its chew jiayang! And, right after a few days later i created a new blog again. Now, nvr take it to heart already, remember tht time so angry. Cos this blog, it holds alot of memories, but yet he went to delete it all. I knw he was ever angier thn im, cos he didnt allowed me to went to wrk, and we quarrelled and fight, ended up i wan a break up, and tht cause him to be so angry to delete away my blog! LAUGHS! My memory not bad, still can remember. ;D 250109, I miss you calling me baby. I miss seeing your messages whenever i wake up. I miss chatting with you msn whenever i wake up reply your messages and on computer. I miss web-caming with you. I miss you coming my house to keep me accompanied. I miss taking care of you whenever you're half drunk, walking under to your block to find you and send you to my house. I miss complaining to you, how much i hate you're drunk and always ive to suffer with all those smelly smell. I miss you always wanting me to sleep before you. I miss the day trying to stay awake and just to wake you up, and how you thanks me. I miss complaining to you how much i miss you when you're in camp for less thn a day, and how am i gonna survive this 5days! I miss teasing you with those peoples. I miss accompany you messaging, cos you're always bored alone being at home. And OBVIOUSLY, i just miss you ALOT! We dont have much memories left behind during this 11days of love, but im glad it was all happy, instead of sad. I hate myself for didnt spend much time with you in the past, its always you taking the effort to come and meet me up. I regretted. A B and C, Someone who could tolerate me, my every single things. Who knows me in and out very well. Someone who i loved the most, even a 1year plus r/s cant be compared to a 2months r/s. But also the one tht hurts me the most. Someone who i didnt really treasure even tot i told myself i'll learnt to treasure. Didnt knw how important he's till i let him go and realise how much i actually loved him. But everything was a lil' late. 12:42 PM
Tell me how should i do so,Sunday, 15February, 09. Okays, a day has passed. Its 4:45am right now, after blogging, im gonna go take a shower and gng breakfast with my cousin. This valentine's i stay at home through out, i sleep and sleep non stop, from yesterday afternoon after star and shuiching left, i sleep, all the way till now. The moment i woke up, i wasnt feeling in mood again, seriously. I text alot of peoples to make me feel better, have some to keep me accompained through messages. I failed to meet up with jiawen tht grp, so didnt manage to see my laogong felicia! Hahaha. Well, some other day thn. I really really seriously, nvr felt this lonely before. Anyway, i'll update photos soon. This fuck up blogger fail to let me update the photos up. I'm still loving and missing you still. I've not given up on us. the moment i lied on my bed, imagines of you flash through my mind. the moment i woke up, you're the first in my mind. Friday, February 13, 2009, 10:09 PM
How weird, a guy whom used to be so dearly to you, be it when you are friends, or when it turn into a relationship, who could nvr let anyone harm you, who could protect you always... have turn into someone you hate yet even love so much. Hurt you so deep inside tht you felt like a thousands of knife stabbed you through. Its so amazing tht you could love someone whom were many many year of friendships with you, who always only treated you like a lil' sis, a close or good frd, its so amazing! I really wonder wht were this girl doing, be thn? Wht amaze this girl the most was, when you broke off with him, his expression of messaging were so upset, and within a few days or infact less thn a night or so, he got himself into a new relationship. How amazing, isnt it? Expressing or sounds to her, how much this relationship mean to him right now compared to his past relationships. And how silly of this girl to always believe and mention to her others close bro and sis how much this guy couldnt bring hurts to her. He could nvr ever bring hurts to her, for, he and her have know each other for so super long, how could he bear to hurt her this way? But everything was just like a fairytale to this girl now. Cause, this guy had suscessfully hurt this girl very deep inside. And all tht happened, this girl really really dont knw how to bring herself to overcome all this by herself. She really dont knw should she give up, despite knwing so much stuffs. For this girl, she find it real hard to face this guy, and so... after so many years of friendship, it turns into a love relationship, and yet.... really sad to say, she's feeling of letting go this friendships. Or maybe it really need sometimes! A wrng decision tht leads to alot of unhappy things. 10:02 PM
Loving you still...Saturday, 14February, 09. Left jiawen hse at 9am plus, went back home. Met star and shuiching at my hse dwnstairs thn came up my hse. We'd so much funs, crap ard. This freaking bitchy wanted to eat, so went dwn 685 eat. And after eating, back home. On my way back home, i fucking saw a sibeh sibeh cute de baby boy! ;D he is 15months old, he ownself smile at me without me smiling at him just looking /walked pass him. And i took photo with him, ahxing said my reaction totally.... but really superly cute. Thn back home, time really files! Now 2pm plus liao, i dont knw where to go. And i think, im starting to give up on love again, seriously. And, its been mre thn 2days i haven sleep! I really cant sleep the moment i lie on bed, i think of him. KNN! SIGH! But, wht others told me might be quite make sense, roar. 1:46 PM
I miss you baby,Saturday, 14February, 09. Friday morning, went back home changed and went to school. Jiefu drive me and ahneo to school, reached school awhile being sent home, nabeh, actually i dont need send home one. I xi sheng acc ahneo. Thn went hougang point ntuc shop, ahneo very noisy keep calling me aunty peh, just cos gng ntuc shop hahah. After tht bought sushi and went her hse slack. ;D some news were bust to me, infact, nothing new, cos ive already said my 6sense told me smth... well, thn i emo for quite awhile. And waited for her prepare, she went off to bugis meet tricia. I went home, dont really have the mood to acc thm. Reached home, sleep for awhile, really awhile less thn 5hrs, woke up despite not sleeping for mre thn 24hrs. Power ;D and woke up cook noodles, first time my noodles, super power. A pckt noodle, with 9porkball, 2crabmeat, 2prawn, and lastly 1egg. (: ate and computer for awhile to xiao hua. At 11pm plus tht bitch jiawen told me they gng drink, so tag along, i dont wanna spend this day alone at home. So bath and prepared, and went dwnstairs met choonlu and tht bitch. Mac cab came over to my hse here and 3of us hop on. Thn went to hotel windsor. A night club, i think. Thn lu frd, hong xi came and join us. And 3am close, went over to boat quay. Wait before tht, i wanna say smth! HAHAHA. Heres the conversation between mac lu and wen. Jiawen: Tomorrow me and jiaxin gng ROM. Choonlu: Me and her already divorce liao loh. Mac: Me and her baby 3year old liao loh, laughing. Choonlu: Me and her baby 10year old liao loh, and the conversation contine on and on. And, i really laugh like mad and decided to ignore thm. And most funniest thing happen thr was, i stand up, told thm i go toilet, and went to biobio where the toilet, thn i couldnt find, i ask mac, he point infrnt, nabeh, which was behind me only. I piak him very hardly and off i go, haha. And all of thm looking at me laughing. =( Really i was like a fool. Okays, back to boat quay. Drinking at boat quay again, left with jiawen at 4am plus, while lu they all go do smth. Went to 401 acc him eat, fucking troublesome. LOL! Thn lu and 1of his frd came and join us, and thn 4of us cab to jiawen hse..... now at tht fucking bitch hse. I'm freaking bored, im unhappy. I dont knw how to be happy leh, roar~:X guess im joining thm to town later on, sigh, otherwise i really dont wish to be lonely. Each time i lying on bed alone at home, i nvr fail to think of you, this i swear. Everyday lying on bed, i think about all the old things. Still remember last year you bought a big bottle grn tea and lays to my hse, tht time we were frds, like i said we're a very good frds. Seeing how much memories, really i thinking, non stop, i swear. This feeling, you'll nvr knw.... this year celebrations for my bday are gonna be total like last year, how sad. This valentine's we used to said, are all fucking screw up, i hate you, but yet loves you even mre baby. =( photos to be up later on whn i get home. HAPPY VALENTINE'S, EVERYONE.(: Enjoy with your love one, last but not least, treasure thm for they're gone, and its too late... Thursday, February 12, 2009, 8:37 PM
So much to say, yet so lil' time... HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, HEART-BROKEN, This feeling is unbearable, i'm sorry. I didnt cherish you! =( i hnope we'll be back the old us, still the same old us, still the close siblings. I wont wanna let this affect till our so many years of friendships. I wont make things ugly, neither will i say anything about you, cos forever, you're so perfect to me. Thanks for the past. (: 6:26 PM
I've to accpet the fact and move on...My 6sense nvr failed... indeed wht im thinking is the true. Yet everyone kept me in the dark! CLAPS! Yes, my tears bust out, thefirst time i'm crying for you, exclue the one im drunk, SIGH! And im blogging at ahneo house, thks for listentiing to me. My plan for this valentine's day for him is totally gone, just gone like this, yet tricia ang stil got the mouth to tell me to go my plan this way and ignore whts gng on despite knwing everything. SIGH! How sad, my heart really very painful, wht to do. I'm really very very sad, guess this is the valetine's day present you given me in advance. How sad! How sad! I'm gng crazy, very crazy. =( i tired to give up my pride to sent all thse msg with full of my feelings to you, i tired to forget about my pride and intend to do all the plans ive tdy, this midnight, after 12am. But yet, all the things i tired, now i realise, it doesnt matter to you nor me anymore. Withloves, Ms P.Jiaxin... I must pull myself through this darkness path, i must no matter wht. 12:16 PM
I'm missing you hell lots,Friday, 13February, 09. Cant imagine myself also? Last night slept at about 1am which is already a thursday, and woke up at night time 9pm plus, second time my sis said im horrible! ;D woohoo, haha. Phone silent mode, of cos can sleep till song song, so didnt went to school! Sian! Wash up and everything, met nana at hse dwnstairs at 11pm plus, thn headed to grn makan, after tht he left and i went to find nigel and co, haha. Slack and everything, waited for tht freaking bitch jiawen, thn went off tgt. Slack with him awhile at our hse nearby, thn back home! Am rotting at home, waiting for jiefu to come over. Thn gonna go where? I also dont knw. Well, its a friday now... and the time now is 4.19am, so im still awake, which means im gng school also later on! ;) And thks you jiefu lah, giving me alot of ideas! ;D I love you alot, seriously. I'm still waiting.... Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 8:25 AM
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