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Friday, October 31, 2008, 1:01 AM
 if we were to be together , could you bring me all the happiness that i wna ? will you shower me with all the love you've ? will you gimme all that i asked for ? will i get hurt like before ? im really very afraid , afraid of being hurt and love again . the scar that ive , will never be gone . im really too afraid by relationship and being hurt . ive heal all my wounds nw . i dont wanna start all the miserable and suffering all over again . i jus wanna find someone to settle down by my side , to love to care , to share all our happy and unhappy together . i wna a everlasting love ; who'll be the one to bring me all these , but not hurt . 12:16 AM
THURSDAY, 30 October2008woke up at evening tym , slack slack slack till 6pm++ went to prepare and mit simon hanrong at my hse downstairs den waited for ahneo come and walked to grn tgt to look for tricia &co . den everytym must wait for them finish doing things and so on , finally left at 9pm++ ? den bus-ed to changi , went in to och , i really dam brave tis tym round . we walked in through a small corner and den , walked out from the front . dats really v brave to myself , couldnt believe it . bt i grab nigel till v hard , im sry luhs :x dun complain ~ haha . den nigel me and gordon waited outside for the rest , they wanted to go inside . den end up didnt go either . den walked to changi duno where , the place gt ahgua one :x from dere cab back to fernvale dere ? jalan kayu for prata , den walked back to hg , super nt tiring at all . laughs * walked to IMH , climb the stupid gate from imh de backdoor . sibeh scary , tricia saw a uncle which all of usdidnt saw , den all run , she pull my shirt lyk nobody bussinesssssssss ! ): den the place really scary , we run till outside , a uncle walked over , bt nt towards us . den gordon told me , u noe wads tis cor ? tis call cap walk ._. cute bodoh =X den run till outside le , the light suddenly shuts dwn . bt i noe wen we reached dat tym , the light oso is shut down de , buden , on again -,- den last descison , we climbed over the gate , walked ard inside . saw those uncles , one of them wanted cigg , kind soul theodore , climb over the fence and pass to him . x)) den everitink ended ard 2-3am ++ den we went to green nearby slack , they played the video thing , cab one :x will upload soon if ive gt the tym . den walked over to my hse 711 buy water and settle down slack at my hse downstairs , meanwhile gordon tricia and ahneo left , stayed at hgpt , they walked hme tgt ^^, den i went hme ard 5am++ , went so many scary places , im really scared . slept wid my sis bro n mother . farking scary T.T Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 6:29 PM
WEDNESDAY, 29October 2008MORNING ! XD hah , nth bttr to do . so blog always the best ! keeps me alive , ive been at hme for quite sometimes , ahneo been staying at my hse too . and she sleeps like a farking pig ! cant stand her :x she tinks she the queen , agree wid kwang . those whom is her bf , cfm v xinku one $%^&*( anw , upload some photos which has been taken for v v long ! =X ive mre to go , bt i'll do so wen im bored or maybe ltr on ? cos i nid my beauty slp nw , time nw is v late already ! 9:31am . i needa wake kwang up and gg to pei him go polyclinc ltr on . and meeting hanrong &co gg for chalet ? sian sian sianz ~:x boring life . HAPPY BLEATED BDAY TO AHRUI (; & HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY TO NIGEL (; times separate us ? we drifted alot . we stop contacting for quite sometimes . bt still , all the best for your court ltr on ! : D & I MISS TAN JIALOU ! T.T EDITING ; went to mit hanrong at hse downstairs , waited for ahneo came . den they pei me wait for kwang . den he came n they left . pei him go remove his eye things at IMH dere , haha . tot is at near mall dere sia ? :x den....... im so upset ! ): cant see him remove , the person so xialan . dun wanna gimme go in , sadded . so nth i can do ! waited outside nor . come out , his face so pale ? waited for him rest x)) den went to near bugis dere repair helment den went to eat . and actually gg chalet tgt wid shuiching , end up kwang send me go . sry bitchy ! dun be angry can ): reached chalet everyone was dere already . had fun n everitink . den late nite went to mac slack , suddenly someone duno pop out from somewhere . omg ~ spoil mood . den ard midnite duno 1am++ we cab back hg , separated nor . 3cabs :x reached point , slacked and everitink till late morning walked back wid hanrong , feilong , theodore , david &simon . happy gal ah , no nid alone walk back ! laughs * reached hme tok on phone wid kwang , tis tym i guess was the first tym tok for v lil only , den went to slp . nw im awake ! :') gotta go prepare soon ? gg dwn to green ltr on . when i looked into your eye , and you looked into mine everything was different already . i guess i made the right choice by letting you go . and ive to thanks you for letting me go , so i'd nt get hurt or suffer anymre . short suffering , than long suffering tgt with you . 1:35 AM
TUESDAY, 28October 2008EDITING ; shall be back to edit , jus woke up at 2pm++ tis morning chase feilong &co hme ! aha , sry luhs :x i nid my beauty slp xP den slp slp slp ~ finally awake nw , slp v lil , den wake up cor kwang , he still slping , den bomb him up cos nida go poly clinc go remove his eye de thingy , haha . someone slping sound sibeh cute . ahneo oso superly cute , he dun uds wad kwang toking ! haha . both so cute , bt lose me . HOHO ~ end up toking on phone till he go mit graceson , told him stay at hme tdy so tmr early can go , end up still go out =X v notti one sia tis person . den nw ahneo turn slping , i guess i gonna turn insoon too ._. nth to do ? ltr gg find tricia . EDITING ; after updating jus nw , i oso forgotten doing wad ? only noe i kip lying on bed x)) den woke up at 6pm++ , den toking to tricia n kwang . den kwang came up my hse , wid my dinner sia ~:x haha , so gd rite ? sibeh shock -,- den at outside toking den gg 7pm pei me go dwn bring my bro . after dat my didi go up 1st . at dwnstairs wid hym , action sia ! he buy sticker paste at his bike , so near nia oso wanna ride bike here . haha . den ard almost time le ? i went up , he go le . go eat my ba ku teh ! tot he go hme , end up at green . NO WONDER RIDE BIKEEEEEE , go green enjoy rite ! =X den oso forgotten do wad ? kip lying on bed nor . den lie lie lie till v v late . didnt go out for 2days . x)) ive been looking for someone to shed me some lights , nt someone jus to get me through the night . ive enuff of those lonely days n nite . get me out of here to see hw actually beautiful is the world even without you . all those dat left , could only be memories . i'll never let myself get hurt anymre . i wanna protect myself , preventing getting hurt . really v miserable getting hurt everyday . Monday, October 27, 2008, 4:18 PM
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SATURDAY, 25October 2008 ; SUNDAY 26October 2008 ; MONDAY 27October 2008 ; TUESDAY 28October 2008 .woke up after slping so long , bt still tired . den ard evening prepare n mit ahneo den go mac slack , saw stanley n shawn . kp hor u ! haha =X den ard 7pm++ went to green ? slack n all , left green at ard 12am++ went drinking again ~ den tis tym , special . ahhim come find me . n he oso at nearby . den pei me tok n all . while ahneo wid weisen . saw him &co . den they talked n all . waseh ~ really abit giddy at dat tym , i tink oso gg seh ? drink too fast n v tired . den hor make myself sibeh paiseh :X really cant forget tis thing *laughs* kwang cor me den i tot is weisen sia -,- embraress sia -,- den hang liao den realise all these . really v giddy dat day , no idea why . den didnt left wid my frens , cab hme wid weisen n ahneo . reached hme tok wid kwang till early morning 7am++ den nid slp cos ltr morning gt family day . slp 3hrs nia , wake up prepare go penisular dere eat dian xin wid mummy bro n another person . v yummy leis x)) haha . $90++ , v expensive hohos . den go bugis mit mummy fren , bought new slippery . sibeh sianz nor , wear till farking simple till bugis . dots ! :X den waited my sis come , den pei her eat liao . evening 5plus went hme le . reached hme 6pm . den dat piggggg kwang wake up le , cor me , den tricia oso cor me . so conferene . he lyk gina , sibeh cute ah . haha , thickskin . bath hor , let me n tricia listen !!! haha . den he gg out le , use his hp cor tok to me . nt long ltr , all kap le . i fallen aslp . kip wake up reply msg n slp T.T den 12am jus really gg slp le , someone hor duno how . MR TEO ah , haha . feilong cor me after i slp for 1/2 an hrs . wake me up -,- den i contine slp all the way till duno wad tym wake up den kwang reached hme , tok on phone again till v v late . den went to slp tgt after hang ard 7am++ ? den woke up at duno wad tym , den slp back again . gordon cor me , den prepare n waited for hanrong , walked to green tgt . shagg , someone go malaysia . den mit tricia , nt long ltr , i left green tgt wid tricia . den stayed at hme awhile den almost 12am went dwn again , finally someone back from malaysia liao ^^, den smth happened at green , ahya , dun wanna mention , spoil mood . eeyyyer ! shiittttttt ~:x den actually gg wid kwang they all , duno go where . bt den all say i pangseh , so stay wid hanrong they all . x)) so gd hors me ? HAHA =X den kwang they all left le nor . den ahneo came up find me . den we slack n all luhs :X till 3plus left wid ahneo n hanrong , ahneo came my hse . reached hme tok wid kwang , hohohos . den hanrong &co came up my hse , so many of us in one room . ahneo slping le nor =X den i was toking wid kwang :) cant write zk , cos kip spell wrong till zw ! hahahah , he ownself spot tio one . den nw gg 7am le , waiting them go so i can have a peaceful slp ? den afternoon pei kwang go poly clinc x)) i gonna forget you , and yes i can . i wanna start a new r/s . i wanna find someone who love me mre than you do . i wanna find someone who could gimme mre secure than you do . i wanna find someone to care for me mre than you do . i wanna find someone who will be true to me . pls , take me away . i really dont wanna get hurt any anymre . sighhhh...... Friday, October 24, 2008, 10:18 PM
FRIDAY, 24October 2008 ; SATURDAY 25October 2008was blogging at hme dat day ? den midnite went out , was a thursday actually . bt midnite liao , so friday i suppose ? kwang cor me so went downstairs mit him &co . gt warren justin they all . shock to see dem ? lols . den we went to changi baibai 1st . they sit warren's car , so cool . dark pink ~:x den tis tym special , ahkeong went along too x)) den after baibai went to changi , no ahgua see one , sianz ~ haha . den zk bring us go a farking dark place , gt a road go up one , laughs * scary . den justin say dun siaosiao , duno gt wad . den we left to geylang . after dat warren send his fren back to camp along wit graceson ben n justin . so me zk n ahkeong went back hg 1st . den halfway through , change ... went to mustafa ~ went to eat prata first while waiting dem back from sending fren back to camp . den came le , we go in walk walk . alot of things sia . kip making me laugh . their fren ben , lyk ahsiao sia HAHAHAHA . farking cute -.O he lyk children . lols . den all of them kip making him , playing hide n seek in e mustafa ~ poor hym . den 6am we went back hg , the rest went hme . den slack wit kwang till all the way nite tym 9pm++ he gg find graceson &co . den i went hme . slp all the way till the next day , saturday ! which is nw . jus finish eating . deciding weather to go bugis ? wanna go buy smth n suprise my dearest ahneo (; love her alotalot . muacks . cheer up ok ? rmb wad we said tgt . will be back to update ltr : D Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 9:21 PM
WEDNESDAY, 22Octobersighh... shagg shagg shagg unhappy unhappy all those are the only words on my mind NW ); bt i tink im feeling bttr ? am i ? jus nw while walking hme zhikwang texted me , shock to see his msg . den reached hme i was full of tears wen msging , duno why am i always tinking of e negative ~ hai , really dam lost , duno hw im feeling . hais , den he pei me sms , ask me to look on the brighter side n alot . n last of all , im feeling much much mre bttr . thanks to feilong , nigel , and my dearest mummy , triciang who came dwn specially to look for me (; loveyou muack muacks okay ! ytd went to green mit nigel n feilong , den walked dwn to nigel hse void deck find rui . den kwang n graceson came . slack n slack , den nt long graceson left , left us . we were seeing ahrui's bike things . den duno 1am++ kwang left hme take his bike , rui went to fetch my baobei ahneo come , hah . den zk , ahrui ahneo ahkeong n gf went to seragoon dere make bike . so left me feilong n nigel , we went kopitiam slack n they both kip bully me T.T den i oso forgotten wad things le ? den ahneo came we went to another kopitiam wait for andrea n tweetybird ! : D wait for dem eat n we left to zk hse e car park , see him n ahkeong wash their bike ! dam farking long . didnt noe washing nid such a long tym ~:x den andrea n sharon duno left to where psk ~ haha . den me nigel n feilong plus ahneo went to 684 eat . finish eating went back find dem , the 2girls still nt yet back . den slack slack slack n slack , ahneo left to green find his beloved bf n went to rui's hse ): leaving me alone . lols ~ den suddenly she texted me ! farking farking shagg , run to a corcner cry . hais * its over already pls pjx . why are u tinking so much ? hais * no idea why too ~ den nigel n feilong kip anwei me x)) thanks alot alot to both of you ! : D loves ~ den morning 2girls finally back , den ahkeong n zhikwang left , the 4of us go 684 eat . mummy came dwn look for me ! * thumbs up * den we walked over to find zhikwang , den me n mummy sit n talked alot of things . 9.45am she left le ): pei her wait cab . den zk , me , nigel sharon , and andrea , 5of us pei zw eat at nearby mall , his old hse . after eating sharon n andrea left , real dam bored can ! all so early hme swit hme . bobian , walked hme too with nigel n zw . i promised alot ppl i'll move on happily without you . yes , i shld be happy without you ? i shouldnt be selfish , i shouldnt let others worry for me . i noe , dere will be bttr guys out dere ? wei shen men hai ai ni , wei shen men hai xiang zhe ni ? bu shi wo bu fang qi , shi shen men yuan ying ni hen xin ba wo dui zai zhe le ): its nt dat i cant giveup , its why are you so heartless leaving me here all alone . sighhhhhh..... i wanna go drink , i wanna cry out loud D: EDITED ; reached hme duno do wad ? play computer , wait for tym to pass , bomb zw up at 1.30pm , farking cute lei he . HAHA ~ told me awake liao , ok . i kap . i msg hym , no reply . weird weird lehs ? laughs* i jiu cor again , den he told me nw den totally awake , so i ask wad tym gg swimming wit ahdi &co , he told me 2pm? wtf , i told hym u still in ur dreamland la , nw 2pm over already ~~ farking cute sia :x haven wake up still in his dreamland . zzs , den asked me go bath nw , i bath come out nia , fark dem !! ): never go le . den played DS till suddeny ownself at bed fall aslp !! slp till nite tym 10pm++ ONLYYY!! den zw disturb me , cant slp back anymre T.T shaggg lehhhhh . den was raining , v cold . finish my show went to bathe n den walked dwn green miting nigel , end up he with dat person * den i walked over to lan find kwang . den graceson oso dere . hai ~ heard wad he say i might be a lil upset . bt overall , if all bf lidat , hw many hurt must i get ? really gt meaning nor , hais ~ i gonna wake up le . den they oso wanna go kopitiam . bt never wit dat grp of animal creature !! dat person ~:x omg . den bitchy came over talked wit me , sighhh.... sry ok . i didnt mean to let those happened . bt i really cant control my tears ): den run to toilet ~ i apologise alrite bicthy :) den back to normal go find kwang &co . den go void deck wit hym graceson n one of their fren . slack at dere (; kwang lyk gina sia , sibeh keai . zzs , he made paper areoplane ... play dere himself ? HAHA. & tweetybird sharon come over (: den nt long ltr , go over find dat creature !!!!!!!!!!!!! kns arghhhh .... den graceson sharon n kwang left le . den went over mit nigel &co . morning 6plus went hme ~ slp n woke up at afternoon , went to sch take result , bt cant . fark sia . den went to chinatown interview , tricia ang pei-ed us ^^ den after interview oso quite late le ? 6pm++ den went to green . slack n slack n nua till duno wad tym , went over to tricia's hse downstairs tok . along with , nigel ahpui gordon , ahneo tricia and me x)) den me n tricia walk to 644 kopitiam shhshh ~ hah , den walked over the rest at kopitiam dere , so me n tricia sit dwn dere wait for dem back . den slack slack slack till quite late ? ahpui left le . den ahnrong n simon came ~ den 1am++ we left . walked hme with simon n hanrong , so nw at hme blogging . deciding shld i go och tmr ? cos i wun gonna avoid him n her anymre . im awake le , really . pls believe me ppl :) n pls la , u ask ppl ask me nt to go . i dun even wanna see you tis shameless GIRL & BOY too pls . its tym to move on , and give myself another chance . i must wake up nw , b4 its too late for everitink ~ i shldn't had let ppl worried abt me , i must be strong ~ tcare of urself . hope you find a bttr girl out dere x)) thanks for leaving such a wonderful memories tgt wit me behind . bt sad to say , we could no longer build those memories tgt anymre . wen its tym to let go , ill . and im doing it so nw . i really dun bear to let go , bt its really no choice . i hope e girl will treat u bttr than i do . i hope you'll love her pamper her dote care her . i noe u'll n u'll treat her much mre bttr . x)) dats all ive to say . Monday, October 20, 2008, 9:49 AM
SUNDAY, MONDAY, TUESDAY.back to edit , after ice skating on sunday , gg off dat tym , raining sia :x waited n waited . bike isnt dat gd either ! lols ~ anw , pass by the duno wad road , 1st tym gg through dat road . so fun luhs :x den wanted to go bowling , bt all full . shagg loh ~:X den jiu go kopitiam eat , after dat rain stopped , bt floor still wet , bt we still went off . dangerous manzxzxzx , horrible . hah , bt we were safely hme : D reached hme at only 4pm++ slp without changing ! really too tired alr , didnt slp mre than a day . woke up at 9pm++ cause gg over des chalet , prepare den ahrui and ahneo waiting for me downstairs , me and ahneo cab dere , ahrui followed our cab . reached dere , we went to pasir ris park dere , gt the stone , we sat dwn dere . so cooling ~ bt no stars man ! D: den nt long ltr , i tink 2am++ nigel came ? den i used his phone took alot alot of photos ! haha . den left dere at duno wad tym , nigel used rui's bike lobang me wanted to go red hse outside dere , bt the bike really dam sucks lah ! den actually is no oil liao :x bobian , u-turn went to find ahneo &co . den rui and ahneo cab to e nearest 711 or duno where buy oil back ... refill le , den duno ahrui n nigel go where luh :x me n des n ahneo went to mac sit while waiting mingzheng &co come . finally come le , bt nigel and ahrui nt yet back , me and ahneo waited till farking pekchey can !!!! finally almost gg 4am++ den come back , dulan lah =X den me des rui n ahhim plus another guy , we went back chalet . gg slp , too tired le . after we slp they left . so yuan fen ? duno moomoo or whoever chalet beside us only -,O den morning 5am++ nigel cor me , so he pei me tok n i walked to mac dere , had my breakfast . den nt long ltr they gg off wit feilong they all le . i went back chalet slp . slp slp slp all the way till farking late ? den des parents go le , i wake up they all gone le . i mean des ahneo n mingzheng , so they 3 were upstairs , so i join dem . den awhile ltr we all fall aslp ! i swear swear swear , the aircon dam cold . i wear a t-shirt plus a jacket plus cover 2blanket still so de cold can . and sim mingzheng dam cute ! xD haha . all 3of us slping , guess wad he doing ? doing nth . staring at me wen i turn n looked at hym . wtf , dam keai xD den evening tym almost 7pm i wake up everyone gone only left me n ahneo . den she still slping , i wake up le . go dwn join the rest . eat chickenwings ! =D haha . den ahneo wake up le , slacked at the chalet till...... 9pm++ we bused back hg le . cause actually till tuesday one . bt nobody wanna stay , they all wanna go plaza dota ? zzs ~ den reached hme ard 10pm++ nw nigel asked me dwn to the chalet again , nth to do . waste cab fare sia :x i wanna go mount faber park ! ahneo never reply my msg ); tym still so early , 1:09 am only ! alrite , shall stop here . mre photos coming up ! ; D random photos will be coming up very very superly soon ! my cable is down ); everynight , when i closed my eyes . you're the only one i think of . i looked into our memories we captured dwn tgt & i think of the times we'd spent tgt . nth could erase it . even tot , fate no longer bring us back tgt . sometimes , i wish you were still here with me . i wish i could have you here with me onces again too . bt , it was all my wishful thinking . ive alotalot of things to regret , i wish times could reverse , so dat i could have much space to explain things to you too. thanks for onces being by my side . im sry , i wasnt gd enuff . i wanna apologise for everything . esp those hurts ive given you . ure the best , iloveyou(; ♥ deep down in my hart , you'll always belong dere still(; Saturday, October 18, 2008, 7:23 PM
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c'mon la stupid , i slapped ppl i said ppl ? wad fark you trying to say sia . i slapped him , wad did i said about him den ? who cares weather surrounding ppl hate me anot , i dun give a dam at all pls . i bttr cherish tricia n jessie or else im dead ? so easy dead lei , scare sia ~:x pls la , who's true to me or nt i noe myself . they can choose nt to side BT cause they're my sister , they side me they wen through wit me alot . its doesnt matter if others hate me or nt . i dun give a dam . u can choose to hear one part of the stories . wad being played being fark ~ listen to one part of the stories , den mouth saying others . hand typing . i treat dem gd or nt , i noe myself . who deserve me to treat dem gd or nt , they own hart noe themself ! AND PLEASE LAH , siding me can ruin their life so easily ? here saying so much is really dam useless . my mood nw is farking down , if you gt the guts , can right into my face . tell me ~ i bet definitely you're someone i noe , used to hand ard tgt too . no balls den dun come here anymre pls . dun step into my tail if i didnt step into yours . really pointless kip saying saying n dun even dare to show up ur bloody dog face ~ Thursday, October 16, 2008, 10:55 AM
This post gonna be full of photos from day day days ago taken ~ no tym to update ... THURSDAY, 16th October anw , jus woke up at ard 10pm++ , morning jus reached hme and slp . last nite went to pub , wen was at chalet , lizhen asked me to go ... first tym jio me out so jus went . i tis sis v gd one , noe ahneo v dwn , jio her along too x)) den met melvin &co at downtown during midnite 12.30am++ which is counted as thursday le . den went to marina dere fetch lizhen . den off we went to clark quey ? qb pub dere . beside was raining bars , make me think of hym * anw melvin &co de bike is farking cool . haha -,o den reached dere b4 2am ...... all e way till morning 6plus nor ~:x superly fun . made alot new frens from another grp , come cheers wit me n ahneo ~ ahah . fun day . den kip pei dem out smoke , den mel asked me , r u tired or seh ! i really oso duno . i walk oso cant walk properly . my mind kip tinking of hym can ); hais * den i kip telling ahneo i miss hym . she herself oso v fan ~ den wen lights on , faster take photos . nth much lahs ~ actually tdy gg again , bt i slept till so late T.T anw , dam sry zw ): i really didnt meant to slap you . u dun wanna forgive den nvm . i sat dwn dere for half an hr , pulling u up saying sry n even msged u , bt u wanna play punk , hais . 12th of october ;       i know it was all a lies , bt i choose to believe all ur words . ended up , all i get was hurt . leaving dwn those memories dwn aside . always tink of you , n i would peep into our photos dat we took tgt . and gg ard telling my girl i miss u alot . secretly loving you ; was all i could do nw , wasnt it ? 10:17 AM
                   Monday, October 13, 2008, 1:43 AM
MONDAY, 13October 2008ytd woke up ring him up , wanted to bring me eat , but its a family day . so ended up i was a lil down , yong cheer me up . ahneo came up to look for me . and den , she left i went to geylang den come back hg cab to suntec tower lobang tricia den went to joochiat place find ahxian , ard duno wad tym jiu cab back . mummy went hme and i went to find jessie . downstairs void deck we listen song , and cried T.T was superly down , rather abit missing him ! bt he made things till so ugly .. duno wad he wna . everytym so petty one sia ~ zzs den 3am ++ cab dwn to plaza . morning cab back home . argued with him , ended up , been nt contacting for almost a day ~:x fark .using girls to made me , its ok . you're too petty alr ): i give in , start to apologisze first , yett ........... its been 2days over small thing we could argue n nt contact ~ zzs , nvm Friday, October 10, 2008, 3:34 PM
SATURDAY, 11October 2007suppose to be friday's nite , bt noe why , dat farking zw gave me wait for v v long till 12am ++ finally reached my hse downstairs den zai me le we went to green xD den slack slack slack and slack , den halfway throught went to find ahrui &ahneo , both so lovely ! JEALOUSJEALOUS* ): slack along e block , nigel used rui's bike lobang me ! im the first he lobang ! ahahah :x den urine gonna come out liao la . went up his hse borrow toilet ~:x den ard 1am ++ walked over back to find dat action pat zw , den sat down at billard outside till it closed . den went to kopitiam .... slacked awhile and i left with zw graceson weijie and another guy , while david n haiping duno go where ~ den sat zw bike , i farking swear i dun dare sit again . till ...... half way he asked me share seat wit him i feel much bttr . x)) den went to geylang first after dat headed to changi ! HAHAHA , e most fun part . ate nasi lemak again . DEN DEN DEN , headed to see ahgua onces again ~ HAHAHAH . farking omg can ? wear tube never wear bra one leis . oops xPp den stand dere toking to e ahgua =X den i said , 6 in the morning alr . dat action pat dun believe . he tot only 3am++ , kns ~ took out phone den believe . den we left home alr , the wind is so kan cold . so rite nw ...... at home le . wandering shld i go chushi with dem ltr ? feel lyk gg , never go b4 T.T as i walked pass you , i dun have dat strong feeling anymore . i duno why ? bt i wished to hold onto you . i wish you could catch my fall ..... but , i no longer wished for already (; Thursday, October 9, 2008, 2:26 PM
THURSDAY, 9October 2008 ; FRIDAY, 10October 2008woke up at morning 7am ++ slept for awhile only sia ~:x den prepared bus to point mit tricia and cab to ahwei's court . den 2weeks prison or QRP , haish ~ mummy dun sad okay ? i promised to pei u through everitink . den court ended , we went to find a place . both like siao zharbo ~ kip walk back e same path , den finally settle down wanna cab back hg , tricia ang act cute . i ming ming gt water drip on me one lohh , i told her raining . she action pat la , kip telling me is her ribina ! erxinnnn ~ haha . zhikwang farking funny tdy , my mind was lyk totally blink . we toking on phone , den he told me look behind tell her dun action pat , den i really turned n c , nobody ~ den i lyk so noob . actually i wanna me tell tricia ~ wtf ? den cab back to hg my hse dere pei her trim eyebrown den back to my hse slack . saw a mickey &minnie bedsheet . farking nice ~:x next thursday i gg buy x)) den tricia duno go where , cause i meet up my cousin at 1.3opm ++ den we go compass after dat to chinatown den to cityplaza , den cab back hme .reached hme ard ... hmmm ? before 7pm . den nite tym zhikwang jio me go finishing along with graceson n his brother all . den prepared , he came over bring me to his hse . den graceson n him duno go where , throw us at his hse . farking long nor =X den waited n waited . i saw a msg from my bitchy , knn de cute . here she goes . bitchy uh , u and zhikwang doing wad at hgpark lol ~ i abit laughing inside my hart * cos i noe is nt she saw , is kaizhang saw ~ haha . den she no reply . cute hor my bitchy . den graceson n zhikwang back . den ard 12am ++ went to finshing at s'pore expo dere . shock tio , a bat fly pass me . shouted @#$%^&*()_+@!#$%^&* roar ~ den caught no fish . zhikwang n graceson v curious gt wad at the river /pond dere luhs ;x used my torch go see . all like so scary cat , HAHA . said is snake ~ den nt long ltr jiu went to changi dere , see ahgua dere eat . ate den went rounding ~ woohoo . fun sia ~:x den my dearest ahneo come msg me , entertain with me . i sibeh scareed at dat tym . cos we were on our way to och , zhikwang n graceson kip scaring me . i told ahneo T.T i really farking farking farking scared . den left dat place jiu go back ahugua dere lahhhh ~ :X nth to do one , slack n slack ... gt police :x nw just reached hme . nw 5:35am . gg slp soon bahs ~ frm nw on i nt gonna care wad others tink abt me , esp u !!! go ahead tink abt wad a ger im alrite ~ EDITING; friday 10october 2008 finally im awake ! super bored , slept for quite long ? -,O heh , i lurve my life nw ~:x i lurve all my frens , all my sis n bro . x)) farking lurve my 3girls . and , jus nw went to fetch bro n tabao hor fan . jus finshing eating nt long ago oso . b4 dat my dearest bitchy ring me up , she really v act cute sia :x hahah . she told me ytd wen me n zk dat action pat walked pass park , jiayang n co at dere . den we chit chatted awhile , den she went to eat . nw 8pm ++ farking bored . ahneo is down ? ): duno wad happened to her ... she asked me go clubbing ~ lyk i will go >< bt i oso lahh ~ hope tricia is feeling bttr nw ^^, duno gg where ltr , maybe staying at hme ~ shall see . tata , back to update ltr ? ive loads of photos coming up ! and 3cheers to my phone , finally ok le . actually nt cant receive msg , is my msg store till farking full ~ den cleared all msg , nw can use le . i wanna fly go chompchomp eat T.T editing ; knn de long ~:x waiting for dat action pat zw back from geylang . i early go prepare nw , 10.35PM LIAO !!!! still nt yet back .................... FARKING ANGRY ! FARKING BOREDD ! shit him . Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 1:28 PM
duno which stupid took away my hairband , so messy hair :\     sisterly lurves , deeply lurve inside my hart * mwarks ~                |
