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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 9:21 PM
WEDNESDAY, 22Octobersighh... shagg shagg shagg unhappy unhappy all those are the only words on my mind NW ); bt i tink im feeling bttr ? am i ? jus nw while walking hme zhikwang texted me , shock to see his msg . den reached hme i was full of tears wen msging , duno why am i always tinking of e negative ~ hai , really dam lost , duno hw im feeling . hais , den he pei me sms , ask me to look on the brighter side n alot . n last of all , im feeling much much mre bttr . thanks to feilong , nigel , and my dearest mummy , triciang who came dwn specially to look for me (; loveyou muack muacks okay ! ytd went to green mit nigel n feilong , den walked dwn to nigel hse void deck find rui . den kwang n graceson came . slack n slack , den nt long graceson left , left us . we were seeing ahrui's bike things . den duno 1am++ kwang left hme take his bike , rui went to fetch my baobei ahneo come , hah . den zk , ahrui ahneo ahkeong n gf went to seragoon dere make bike . so left me feilong n nigel , we went kopitiam slack n they both kip bully me T.T den i oso forgotten wad things le ? den ahneo came we went to another kopitiam wait for andrea n tweetybird ! : D wait for dem eat n we left to zk hse e car park , see him n ahkeong wash their bike ! dam farking long . didnt noe washing nid such a long tym ~:x den andrea n sharon duno left to where psk ~ haha . den me nigel n feilong plus ahneo went to 684 eat . finish eating went back find dem , the 2girls still nt yet back . den slack slack slack n slack , ahneo left to green find his beloved bf n went to rui's hse ): leaving me alone . lols ~ den suddenly she texted me ! farking farking shagg , run to a corcner cry . hais * its over already pls pjx . why are u tinking so much ? hais * no idea why too ~ den nigel n feilong kip anwei me x)) thanks alot alot to both of you ! : D loves ~ den morning 2girls finally back , den ahkeong n zhikwang left , the 4of us go 684 eat . mummy came dwn look for me ! * thumbs up * den we walked over to find zhikwang , den me n mummy sit n talked alot of things . 9.45am she left le ): pei her wait cab . den zk , me , nigel sharon , and andrea , 5of us pei zw eat at nearby mall , his old hse . after eating sharon n andrea left , real dam bored can ! all so early hme swit hme . bobian , walked hme too with nigel n zw . i promised alot ppl i'll move on happily without you . yes , i shld be happy without you ? i shouldnt be selfish , i shouldnt let others worry for me . i noe , dere will be bttr guys out dere ? wei shen men hai ai ni , wei shen men hai xiang zhe ni ? bu shi wo bu fang qi , shi shen men yuan ying ni hen xin ba wo dui zai zhe le ): its nt dat i cant giveup , its why are you so heartless leaving me here all alone . sighhhhhh..... i wanna go drink , i wanna cry out loud D: EDITED ; reached hme duno do wad ? play computer , wait for tym to pass , bomb zw up at 1.30pm , farking cute lei he . HAHA ~ told me awake liao , ok . i kap . i msg hym , no reply . weird weird lehs ? laughs* i jiu cor again , den he told me nw den totally awake , so i ask wad tym gg swimming wit ahdi &co , he told me 2pm? wtf , i told hym u still in ur dreamland la , nw 2pm over already ~~ farking cute sia :x haven wake up still in his dreamland . zzs , den asked me go bath nw , i bath come out nia , fark dem !! ): never go le . den played DS till suddeny ownself at bed fall aslp !! slp till nite tym 10pm++ ONLYYY!! den zw disturb me , cant slp back anymre T.T shaggg lehhhhh . den was raining , v cold . finish my show went to bathe n den walked dwn green miting nigel , end up he with dat person * den i walked over to lan find kwang . den graceson oso dere . hai ~ heard wad he say i might be a lil upset . bt overall , if all bf lidat , hw many hurt must i get ? really gt meaning nor , hais ~ i gonna wake up le . den they oso wanna go kopitiam . bt never wit dat grp of animal creature !! dat person ~:x omg . den bitchy came over talked wit me , sighhh.... sry ok . i didnt mean to let those happened . bt i really cant control my tears ): den run to toilet ~ i apologise alrite bicthy :) den back to normal go find kwang &co . den go void deck wit hym graceson n one of their fren . slack at dere (; kwang lyk gina sia , sibeh keai . zzs , he made paper areoplane ... play dere himself ? HAHA. & tweetybird sharon come over (: den nt long ltr , go over find dat creature !!!!!!!!!!!!! kns arghhhh .... den graceson sharon n kwang left le . den went over mit nigel &co . morning 6plus went hme ~ slp n woke up at afternoon , went to sch take result , bt cant . fark sia . den went to chinatown interview , tricia ang pei-ed us ^^ den after interview oso quite late le ? 6pm++ den went to green . slack n slack n nua till duno wad tym , went over to tricia's hse downstairs tok . along with , nigel ahpui gordon , ahneo tricia and me x)) den me n tricia walk to 644 kopitiam shhshh ~ hah , den walked over the rest at kopitiam dere , so me n tricia sit dwn dere wait for dem back . den slack slack slack till quite late ? ahpui left le . den ahnrong n simon came ~ den 1am++ we left . walked hme with simon n hanrong , so nw at hme blogging . deciding shld i go och tmr ? cos i wun gonna avoid him n her anymre . im awake le , really . pls believe me ppl :) n pls la , u ask ppl ask me nt to go . i dun even wanna see you tis shameless GIRL & BOY too pls . its tym to move on , and give myself another chance . i must wake up nw , b4 its too late for everitink ~ i shldn't had let ppl worried abt me , i must be strong ~ tcare of urself . hope you find a bttr girl out dere x)) thanks for leaving such a wonderful memories tgt wit me behind . bt sad to say , we could no longer build those memories tgt anymre . wen its tym to let go , ill . and im doing it so nw . i really dun bear to let go , bt its really no choice . i hope e girl will treat u bttr than i do . i hope you'll love her pamper her dote care her . i noe u'll n u'll treat her much mre bttr . x)) dats all ive to say . |
