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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Monday, November 3, 2008, 9:26 PM
MONDAY, 3November 2008midnite 3am ++ , so i suppose a monday alr ? kwang came and fetch me and den we went plaza buy things , guess wad ! tis cute lil boy of mine , superly superly cute ! haha . wear boxer go till plaza ! cant believe it , tot msging dat tym joking only sia :x buy le and back to his hse den watched tv , he cook thing gimme eat . treat me lyk lele sia , so cute . take his nephew bowl gimme , laughs * still wanna cut the noodles into short short easy for me to eat . x) den eat and watch shows . after dat he took his contact lens box gimme take my contact lens out , cos my eye v painful . bt i didnt ask him take , he ownself take gimme , so swit ah . k la , give u a kiss ok , haha . den slack and rot . he went to bath leave me alone watching the ghost show , so scary :X den slp and woke up wait for him prepare and den he pei me walked halfhalf and he went to grn , i went back hme prepared and went down grn mit ahneo eat our late dinner . sry let ur waited so long . after dat , nua at grn . i oso forgotten wad we do ? slack wid the usual . den tdy special abit , ahrui & his frens came . so slack tgt , den planned to go the wad sisha , i tink i spelled wrongly . so tag along :x i didnt smoke , i duno why am i gg , and made a lil argue among me and kwang , sry alrite . ); i duno wad else to say , wid all the words u send me , im feeling a lil dwn . i sat dwn dere , reading throught those msges again . i knew at dat point of tym , hw u were feeling... i tired to cor u , bt ur phone couldnt get through , i was really worried , worried you're out of s'pore . my mood for dat day was gone , and ive a v black face , others kip asking me why ! ): went off at ? i oso forgotten wad tym . cab back to hg plaza , den slack n i left . reached hme msg halfway and fall aslep . nw im awake , im v upset . smth happened , smth dat hurt my hart alot . you're the only one , the only one . in my whole life , i tear for . i dont wanna this misunderstanding to go on . remember ? we've a long way to go . a long way to build our memories . a long way to build all our beautiful memories , the times when you're sad , i could rush over to hgpt to pei you , even tot i might nt be much of help . the times , we share our joy tgt . the times i pei you share ur saddness . and the times you shared my saddness . and the times , when you could rush over my hse here to find me , to kip me accompany wen im sad , causing you to be late . and , i still wanna call you , tok to you , chitchat . and the times i cried so badly dat made you hurts your hart , im sorry to hurt your hart , bt dat makes me noe you care for me :) and those times , you always stood by me , defending wad others have to said about me . you never fail to defend them , you never care how others think about me . you're willing to die for me , willing to let the whole world hate you along with me . i didnt expect this day could happened , i really didnt expect . it happened in a very scary way , and happened jus way too fast . i still wanna come find you after work . i still wanna have our talk tgt after your work . i still wanna come overnight at ur hse to pei you sad tgt cos of someone . i still wanna come overnight at ur hse to hear you how happy about ahwei , and you hearing me say about theodore . and we still have quite alot of plan ahead , moving into a house of our own . i still wanna pei you to certain places . and we still haven been to our disneynaturally ; if we dont clear all this misunderstand between us , how're we gonna create all this memories ahead of us ? you and i , doesnt want this to happened . but it'd happened . but i hope we've cleared all this , for , we both believe the bond between us is strong . and we've come so far , we go through not quite alot of things , but , to me its quite alot already . cos all our lil' agruements always lead each of us to tear and upset . when i woke up and seeing this , i was very upset . it wasn't you i were talking to , really wasn't you . its jus way too scary , for my eye to see ; it just seems to be someone else , cause' the you who talked to me , could never hurt me with your words . never ONCES , i repeat . all the memories dat we've build , to be frank , i can remember it all . i know you always loved and dote me , i can always feel it . i thank you , for always been nice to me . i love you mommy . i made a promised to you , we'll always share the up and down tgt . im sorry to always let you share along with me my sadddnessss only ! and im selfish , i didnt shared my happy with you , im sorry . forgive me for all that ive done , without thinking of your feelings . for what that had happened yesterday, im sorry... with all the words that you told me ytd , it make sense . but i really run out of words to say , really feeling very guilty of myself treating you this way . i know its useless , cause im always apologise-ing only after you've told me . i think , im very stubborn . im really grateful , you pull me out of the darkness and made me fall in love all over again . was it too early to say all this ? i hope , its not (; you made me felt love ? you made me think , you're really alot alot better than him . you made me overcome my fear . i believe you , and i never want to be disappointed ; i might not be a very good girlfriend , i know this myself . but i'll try to be a good girlfriend of yours . |
