Our first day, it seems so magical.

& yes , you said you could be different frm him .
yes indeed , you were .
you treated me very well , very perfect in any way that i think loving you was worth .
but you said you could never leave me , its a promises , unless you're in your dead end .but no , you didnt kept t your promises .you made my hart aches a little whenever i think of you .
i could always read those messages you sent , seeing hw much we both changes .
seeing hw swit we used t be even before we're tgt .
hw you used t bring me out with your frds .
bt nt nw anymre , i understand you've t wrk .
bt you never failed t find times t meet me up ,
bt i always failed t meet you whenever you find time t meet me .
and i told you im sorry , but its nt sorry that you wanted t hear .
and you explained t me alot of things that night , which made me teared . you onces told me , you're a guy , who dont swit talks , bt all you wanna me t do is t believe on you and let you prove t me our everlasting . and yes , i gave up my pride and believe you despite hearing what others have t gossip on you . and t think back nw , i'd never regret giving myself a chance t be with you neither did i regret believing you . the only thing was , you dont understand me . ;(
you're really a good boyfriend of mine , i really think loving you is worth thn anyone else in this world . i regret for nt cherishing you . but i learnt t when i lose you the other day and i promised myself t you that i'd never let your back face me and see you leave anymre . bt times and times , i always failed t do so . bt nw , i wont ask for much , i only wanna see you happy , be it with me or others .
nw you totally changed alot alot alot , alot that i could hardly turn back the times .i dont know what shld i be doing ? shld i wait for you ?
i told you , worthy of my love there's only one , which is you .
you made me felt that loving you waiting for you was really worth all these while .
so i'd rather wait for you thn t move and loving others .
i always hope that , time could stop whenever im with you .
t hugged you tight in my arms , and never let you go .
times we'd when we're nt tgt , was quite alot .
but times we'd after we're tgt , wasn't quite alot .
was it you that had changed ? or was it me that had changed ?
if you're happy with the life you're now , of cos i'm happy thn anyone else .
remember you told me , i love you de , of cos i wanna see you happy everyday ,
nt thinking this and that .
so i guess , nw its my turn telling you back this phrase .
loving you doesnt mean i must have you by my side ,
but i wished i can have you by my side of cos , definitely .
but if its impossible , thn i hope you're happy with the way you're now .
i told you that , nth last forever in this world . neither could i love you forever .
but i'd promised , i'll love you as long as i could .