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The girl.
♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Friday, December 5, 2008, 4:42 AM
just nw after blogging 3pm++ went t watch tv &toking on phone wid ah him . tok till he reached hme &i went t watched tv again , after tht he called me , went t prepared &wen i bathed come out i found back alot memories in my N7o i-mode memory card , anw is my sis found tio de , &i told her its gd t find back thse memories , happy memories anw . &saw alot photos of me &him in the past at point take photos all thse de &the v first mth gift he gave it t me , ive been finding tht photo for v long , suddenly pop out ! see liao &faster changed clothe went dwn t 684 @ 7pm++ t mit ah him . thn both of us went t deposite money &went t eat , after tht cab-ed dwn t seragoon : D nw blogging , nth t do , superly bored . can anyone tell me seriously have i been lying t myself ? why am i always always telling ppl no matter wad tht happened , i could still smile &laugh even if he's angry , or we're having arguements . why is it ? do you ppl really wanna knw , OKAY . I"LL TELL YOU PPL NW ! its cos i dun wanna see myself sad , ive t put on a face mask . UNDERSTAND NW? so its nt tht im nt taking things serious too . ive enuff of thse pains , i wanna be HAPPY ! maybe im really lying t myself nt t made others worried , bt do u guys knw hw much pain ive carried through all thse while ? i kept silent doesnt mean i dont care , its just tht i wanna keep to myself , cos no one really understands me . frd ? wad are frd ? idk idk . im really v fan . i find myself silly , silly t fall for ur words , i find myself silly nt t listen t wad others told me . nvrmind , im silly! :\well forget every single things . i'll give myself a brk . wun be in s'pore frm 18th december onwards . during this one week period of time , i gonna enjoy in other place &forget all abt you . i dun wanna think abt you anyrme . i wanna make myself forget about you , i dun wanna lead a miserable life , i really dun wan . im afraid of gg through thse darkness all over again . ive overcome it already , bt why does it happened again ? hais . i wanna avoid you , i wanna tired stop missing you . im willing t do anything t made myself stop thinking &loving you frm nw onwards . i really really hope , wen im nt ard s'pore tht period of tym , i can forget all about you . GOD BLESS ME (: EDITING ; after blogging , cab dwn t plaza , thn saw my star &co . thn we chit chatted &went up plaza , pei ah him billard slack n everything . den acc pikachu went t atm &thn he acc me t mac buy fries . hahas xD after tht went up plaza , nua nua nua till duno wad tym ah him &one of his frds came along wid me t 684 find my gongong tht bitch ! hahas xD den waited for thm eat &blablabla . walked over t 544 thr basketball court t play ball . felicia &ahbai came . den wanted t go hme @ 1.30am sharpeeeee !!!!! all thks t gongong , he wanted t play one match wid ahbai , jiawen . &den ahhim , miaoliang &jian ren. den i waited waited till finally abt half and hr or wad ? all of us went hme . reached hme &slp !!!!!!!! smth happened &i really feel lyk no mre strength . really v weak ~;x sorry for nt replying u guys msg , i jus wish t be alone . &thse hu think tht im finding back my old frds , i really cant stp ur frm thinking , ur really jus adding onto my stress only . hais . |
