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The girl.
♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Saturday, January 17, 2009, 1:57 PM
I've lost the game, i've lost you too. Goodbye, my love. I can't forget about you, but i have to now? I'll try my best to do so. Its hard to forget all tht we had all tht we used to be, its so hard to forget everything. I'm tearing here while blogging, i dont knw how shld i really express it out of how i'm feeling, but i swear to you people, the feeling of having this kinda of feeling, it totally sucks to the core. Everytime you're near me, my heart beat skips so fast, each time i walked /sit beside you, it take me alot of courage to talk to you, alot of courage to be the one to text you. Today as you walked pass me, you touch my head, you talked to me, i felt so happy. Tht was the first time after all this cold cold four mth plus you talked to me. Now, my effort are all gone dwn to the drain, i really really hope, one day you'll be back, i pray hard every night as i lied dwn on the bed. It pain my heart hearing wht others always update me. I'll miss thse grp of people always teasing me making fun of us by singing thse stupid songs to hint you about me still loving you. I really hope tht time could return back, i'll definitely make good use of thse old good times, now ive so much regrets, my heart is really pain, really very painful to hear tht bad news frm surrounding people. How i wish for tht all these are all in my dreams, tht i heard. How i wish everything will nvr come to an end anbd could you turn back, i hate to see your back. I tired holding back my tears, but i failed to do so... have you all ever wonder you loving someone so dearly and the pain of losing thm is so unbearable! Totally so unbearable, sighh. Wake up your sense please jiaxin, everything's too late, everything has come to an end, its time to give up on smth impossible. But everytime i think of you, think of our happy moments, i just can't forget about it. I still wanna us be like the past, of how much we'd missed each other during thse long long break. How tight we hugged each other, i rmb. Do you? As time goes by, i hope i'll be better. And, i'll stop blogging for the time being too? Ive run out of words to blog, i dont knw wht to say about my life anymore. My life is just so incomplete without you, my dear. I hope, you'd always rmb me, for i'll always rmb you deep dwn in my heart. Still, i love you.... 我讨厌阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛 只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞 昨天的风筝在角落 被谁丢到了路口 我很不想让你找到离开的理由 每一夜闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦 你微笑但是旁边的人不是我 天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中 不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱 其实我非常爱你不想失去你 难道我没有权利说我不愿意 你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温 可知道我多渴望抓住你的心 我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心 我每天假装开心害怕你离去 可不可以任性 求求你不要去 藏在我心里最后一句 其实还爱你 可不可以任性 求求你不要去 藏在我心里最后一句 其实还爱你 |
