07-01-08 ;

went to school as usual , and was half and hour late for sch . so much bttr thn ytd ;p thn had lessons and everything , sch end and went t mall pei ahneo bank in her cheque and bus back t cousin hse which is at upstairs only . thn stay till 7plus just came back home . ive many many overdue photos to upload ...... :D




Afterall tht had happened, no matter who im with, my heart thr's still a tiny portion of you. No matter how deep i fell for tht person, still you're someone who cant be replace by thm. I knw it seems just a lil too late to say all these, but thks for tht 4mths, i realise tht you're still tht special someone whom nobody can be replace by. And just like wht jessie told me earlier on, i shld thks you for taughing me whts love all about during this 1year plus, i learnt alot... This 1year plus relationship can nvr be replace by anyone so easily, i promised. Tot im saying all this, others might think im taking you as a replacement after i broke off with zhikwang, but... no, thts not it. Yes, during thse 1month plus i did love zhikwang, but after day and days being tgt with him, i realise he really doesnt understand me, he dont suit me. He isnt tht cup of tea i wanting to drink. Yes, he's someone who could make me happy, but how long can tht go on? My feelings are weird, im sorry...

Everynow and thn, i just felt like msging you, but sometimes you didnt respond to my msges? I told others, i told myself, i was too naive to keep believing tht fate are on our side. I knw its all my wishful thinking, i knw its really totally impossible between us already, but i nvr gave up hopes on it. I cling onto every moment i could... I remember you telling me, we get back tgt after this 2months 1day, its wht other couple cant do, so i tired thinking back of thse words and tired to cling onto everything. Even tot its all my wishful thinking, but i'll wait for tht mircale to happen one day... I hope this day will come, i wont yearn for much.

Stranger-Friends, Friends-Siblings, Siblings-Lovers, Lovers-Dust.
Why do all good things come to an end? =(
I miss the time i love you secretly when we were still sibiling.
I miss the time i used to acc you home cos of your probation.
I miss the times both of us lying down on bed heart to heart talk tgt.
I miss you messaging with me every sec, every min.
I miss you calling me talking with me whenever you're free.
I miss cooking for you.
I miss the times when i'll be right beside you acc you dota and feeding you eat.
I miss the times we eat our favourite dumpling noodles tgt.
I miss those times we'd eat a bigbig bowl of our secret fried rice tgt.
I miss the cute lil both of us eating steamboat tgt at home.
I miss you hugging me to sleep everynight despite me always pushing you away and give you excues saying im hot.
I miss you kissing me everynight before we sleep.
I miss those school days with you.
I miss you sending me to school.
I miss those times we'd hugged each other and cried.
I miss those times we sang song tgt and cried.
I miss gng out tgt with you.
I miss taking photos with you.
I miss the times walking back home with you.
I miss you acting like a baby infront of me.
I miss the time acc you go interview.
I miss the time early morning disturb me when im sleeping.
I miss the time tgt huant jobs tgt, for you.
I miss saying those words to you which you always love to hear.
I miss the times we go void deck slacking tgt, just the two of us.
Last but not least, still... I MISS YOU(;
If only time could turn back, i'd nvr wanting to let your back face me, if only i'd learnt to treat you the way i treat others, things could nvr end up this way. If only i gave you a chance to explain things to me on tht night, we could have make it through till now....