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♥ J I A X I N there's nothing wrong with my name. You'll always be a part of me. Hot-temper girl, easily jealous. Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont? Grey, black, white, purple, pink(: Fifteen, schooling and Friendster Mickey(s) & Minnie(s) lover Pokka grntea &Cookies &cream cho.(: &Loves those who deserve my love, If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. ♥♥♥ More thn words.
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Monday, February 9, 2009, 8:47 AM
  Monday, 9February, 09. This morning 7am thn sleep, so definitely and obviously i didnt went to school again, seriously i wish i can go back to normal and last time timing, sleep early and at least got go sch even tot its late! Well, woke up in the evening prepared and met up with kehui, saw him. The feeling wasnt great either, wish i didnt let him go at all... but everything seems a lil' too late, he's someone who i didnt really went to treasure, so its right i deserve to feel this all feelings. I didnt knw how important he's to me, till i lost him. Well, it shouldnt be a emo post, so.... back to my updatings. LOL! Met kehui thn bus to bugis, walk around, its all her freaking idea wanting to go bugis, thn shop walk, waste money thr again. Thn home swt home @ 11pm plus. Talked with tricia ang, again she's upset, dont knw wht to do lah, just cheer up bah alright. All i can do, i'd already tired my best. And thank you for for hearing my A B &C stories! HAHAHAHAHA. Nobody will ever knw wht im talking! Now time is, 12:51am, i guess i gonna sleep soon, else... tomorrow wont be able to wake up again.
Stories between me and you seems really complicated. To think back of how we used to knw each other, living in the same blk, how we used to be so close and to think back, it actually turns out into a r/s after knwing each other for at least also got mre thn 5years. At first i couldnt find any love for him, but days and days later, my love for him start to come, at tht point of time, i really dont dare to put all my heart into this r/s. Alot of phobia. And i'd swear, to compare any of my exs, he's someone really treated me very well, to think back now, he's really one tht worth of my love... but i really didnt went to cherish him at tht moment, i took this love and him for granted, everynight, holding onto my phone, hoping his msg could pop out somehow, but it just nvr come true. He wasnt really suppose to be treated this way by me, but yet i still does tht to him. I kept telling myself how silly of me to made this decision tht lead me to the miserable, unhappiness path. I really didnt knw how important you're to me actually, till the day i let you go. I'm sorry, i love you. =( |
