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The girl.

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♥ J I A X I N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
You'll always be a part of me.
Hot-temper girl, easily jealous.
Loves shopping, taking photos. Who dont?
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Fifteen, schooling and working.
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&Loves those who deserve my love,

If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.



♥♥♥ More thn words.

Loveable.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009, 11:16 AM

It is far better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all,



Well, i can't sleep and my heart is so heavy, there's no one to keep me accompany, i feel like gng out to take a walk by myself, i feel like drinking. There's so much things i feel like doing right now ;) I think blogger is the only thing that can save me, to vent my anger here, and all my mixed up feelings. I dont know where to start from, all i know is that, my heart is so painful. Nobody knows it, cos there's no one i can trust to share with it, but believe me okay. I'll be back the old me in no time. My life is back to the old one, my freedom is back. Everything is back. I'm all alone by myself, with no one elses now. I dont mind how you this bitch want to complain want to tell donovan, what i've said, what i'd done, i know myself very well. Small obstacle break us up, what a dumb thing i've ever seen it myself. A boyfriend who could choose to believe someone else rather than myself, thats something i already find it so heartbreaking, whats more, this person is like just adding more things into the story. Let me tell you, you'll have to face all the consequences you have done. Dont pretend to be shy to be sorry that you said all this to donovan, its so sarcastic. Now i and him are nothing, are you happy? Thanks for letting my bf believing what you've said and add in what that i've not said. Thanks, really thank you so much my dear. I dont need a call and a sorry from you okay, dont bother to apologise for what you've done. Its my first time ever in life, someone is trying to break into my relationship, at least i've learnt something new. I dont wanna turn back anymore, all this while i've been living with fear. This feeling no one understand at all.
I wanna save money to go oversea with my beloved someday, and i hope that this someday will be soon, hoho. Hope kahleng can work less accompany me more, and she faster earn more more money and we'll go on a holiday soon. And most of all, all my girls to be happy! And also save many many money too, lol.